𝗕𝗜𝗚𝗚 𝗕𝗢𝗦𝗦 𝟭𝟰 ❤ (𝗦𝗜𝗗𝗡𝗔𝗔𝗭 𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘) ❤ (Hold)

● CHAPTER 28 ( REASON AND HALF PAST) ●

Sidharth- nhi. But itna janna chahta hun, tumne usse bina kuch kahe, kyun jane diye?

Shehnaaz smile weakly and said.

Shehnaaz- ek time Mera se bhi bohut bari galti hui thi sidharth. Aur mera galti keliya, Mera Papa, mummy ko bohut sunna para tha. Sabse jyada toh mera bhai ko sunna para tha. Gaon main unhe (her family) sab se alag kar diye. Koi humare family se batt nhi karte the.

Sidharth hold her hand and give a gentle squeeze.

Shehnaaz- ghar main sab chahte the, meri shaadi ho jaye ek achhi family main. Add ghar main ek lauti beti thi toh sab ko dar tha ki kahin Mera se kuch galat nah ho jaye. Hamare ghar main get ko jyada acche se nahi leta hai. Unlog ko lagta hai beti boj hai. Mera dada, daadi ay sab utna nhi mante the. Main jab hui thi toh pata bohut gussa hua the. Unhone nhi mujhe pakde the nhi mujhe dekha the. Thore badi hone ka badd unhone mujhe massi ke ghar bhej diye. Massi be mujhe pyaar se rakhe the, bohut hi accha par ka baap ka pyar koi nhi de sakta hai. Jab ghar wapas aayi toh mummy ka pyar toh mila but Papa ka pyar kabhi nhi. Unhone Jo kaha, ho karne ko kaha sab kiya bass ay soch ke ki iske badle Papa mujhe pyar karenge par woh kabhi nhi hua. Fir bhi main sab sunti thi.
Shehbaaz mera bhai, mujhe bohut pyaar karta tha. Papa Mera saath waise behave karte the toh usse bohut gussa aata tha. He is the only one who used to support me in everything. Mujhe bohut help karta tha. Papa ke dant (scolding) se bacha ta tha. Schl bunk karke woh mujhe shooting keliya Krista tha n even woh mujhe bohut kuch sikhaya.
Han ghar main Maine kaha ki mujhe actor bana hai toh koi nhi jana. Even Papa mujhe Mare the. Mummy bhi mujhe support nhi ki thi. Sab ghar wale Mera against the air meri shaadi karwa dena chahte the. Unlog ko lagta tha agar shaadi karwa diya mera for main kuch nhi kar paungi but main woh shaadi karna nhi chahti thi. Mujhe apna career bana na tha. Apna Sapna pura karna tha. Bas shehbaaz mera sath tha jiska liya main bach gyi.
Shaadi ke din usne mujhe ghar se bhagne main help kiya tha. Aur mera Canada jane ka sab bandobast (preparation) kar diya tha. Main udher se siddha Canada chali gyi. Udher meri ek school friend rehti thi akela ek apartment main. Toh main uske sath uske apartment main settle ho gyi thi.
Kuch din baad shehbaaz ko phn karke pata laga ki pura gaon humera family ko alag kar diya hai kyun ki main udher well ladki thi jo shadi chor kar bhag gyi. Mera liya ghar main sabko bohut sunna para. Mummy ki tabiyat bohut kharab ho gyi thi aur unka haath attack bhi hua tha, sive Mera Karan. Wapas jane ka bhi maine socha tha but shehbaaz mana kiya kyun ki ek bar main udher jati toh wapas aayi nhi pari. Aise hi ek saal bit gya aur fir Mera woh dost shaadi karli n Alag jaga settle ho gyi toh sara tab Mera pass ay gyi aur udher hum dono eksath rehke kaam karne lage. Mera bhi bohut nam hua, kaam main success bhi bohut mila. Aur 2 saal badd woh hua(ay sab se bari past hai jo tum log ko badd main pata chale ga. But ay bol de rhi hun ay gauhar, asim,jasmin ko pata hai) aur uske baad main kabhi panjab nhi gyi aur nhi unsab se contact ki. Shehbaaz ko phn karna ka try kiya bt he never picked up. Gussa hai bohut woh mujhse.
Meri ek galti ke liya itna kuch ho gya. Main nhi chahti ki hina di jo galti ki hai uskeliya unke family suffer kare. Aur maine unha kuch nhi kehke chor diya kyun ki agar main unhe kuch kehti toh woh galat se leti aur apne gunnah ko kabhi nhi manti. Aj maine unhe bina kuch kahe, saza diya unka saza de diya hai. Woh kabhi bhi wapis ay sab karne ka sochengi bhi nhi...
Kabhi kabhi bina saza diya, samjha ke logo ko badal ja sakte hai. Agar meri galti ko, mera family mujhe samjha ke, mujhe man leta toh aj main unlog ke sath rehta. Aur ay sab kuch nhi hota.

Saying Sana cryout.
Sidharth hug her immediately and let her cry.

On the other side, gauhar, Asim, Jasmin and sara are standing near the door and listen everything.
They now feel more proud of shehnaaz too go through so much in her life n still she is sou strong and going on with her life without giving up.

Gauhar fake cough to make them come back from their zone.

Sidnaaz break the hug. Shehnaaz wipe her tears and look up to find them.