mystery boy

on hold

so most readers were made aware that renjuns character is based off my own traumas

and he's written just like how i am.

he was abused and stopped talking

met these guys he fell for

made friends

and ended up talking after feeling safe with them

however how me and him are different is that he was kicked out and i wasn't.

i don't know how to continue this book with renjun talking and being happy when i'm back to being to scared to speak.

tw: abuse

my mother likes to tell me things she should like how i should just kms and she wished my last suicide attempt worked and how my voice is annoying and i'm bratty and bitchy and a lot of other names

so i've gone back to being mute. i'm absolutely terrified to speak again and i hate that.

so this book will be on hold until mentally i'm ready to be writing in it

in the mean time i'll be updating other books that's don't relate to this one