I'm an ITZY member?!(Discontinued)

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Lee Ji-Eun's POV
The most concerning thing, my trauma might resurface.

*eyes slowly open*

"Ah! Jisu-unnie! You're awake now! Yuna-yah!!! Jisu-unnie's awake!!!" A boyish voice called out

That must be Ryujin. I'm getting nervous I have to talk to them.

"Jisu-unnieeeee! I'm so sorry for yelling at you!! Because of me, you fainted again! I'm so sorry!!" Yuna cried out

I have to talk to them. I just have to be like Lia. I know how Lia acts when she's with them because I got her memories. Okay! I'm ready!

"It's o-okay" *hic* I got nervous :')

"ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Jisu-unnie! Why're you so nervous it's just us! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ you even stuttered!" Ryujin teased

[ A/N: ㅋㅋㅋㅋ means k-k-k-k which is a laughing sound in Korea, I guess? ]

"Ha.. ha.. :') I know right?" Ha.. ha.. ha.. ha.. ha.. ha! ahhhhhhh! Why am I so nervous!! I'm really bad at socializing and Lia is a total social butterfly. They will surely suspect that I'm acting different.

"Unnie, the doctor said you were so exhausted, you passed out" Yuna informed

From Lia's memories, she practiced so hard because she thinks that she's holding the team back. She is so precious. She wants to improve. I'm envious of her determination. She also has good friends. Maybe if I went to JYP Entertainment rather than the one I went to, I will still be a trainee or better in ITZY. Well, past is past. I can't change it anyway.

"She- I mean, I practiced all night and had 1 meal only. After that, I've gone live. Since I'm here I guess I passed out?" I answered

"Unnie-pabo-yah! You should've thought about your health first! Pabo!" Ryujin lectured

[ A/N: pabo = stupid I know you guys already know what it means but might as well explain ]

"You're right, but I know full well that I am holding the team back because of my dance. So I wanted to improve so bad but I just can't!" I wept

[ A/N: Lia's a good dancer!! ]

Her emotions in the memories that I received were also given to me. I didn't even experience it but the emotions came running to me. I can relate to her. I'm so bad at singing that I don't know if I'm improving at all. This must have been what she felt all this time. Hopeless like me. But she's different, after all the hardships, she's still moving forward while I abandoned it.

"Jisu-unnie.." Yuna and Ryujin said in unison

"Ah! I'm sorry, I got carried away. Forget about it!"

"Unnie, if you need help, just ask us! We'll always help you!" Ryujin assured

"Thank you! ^-^" I eye-smiled

Am I allowed to have a second chance in the idol industry? Am I allowed to be happy? Am I allowed to be here with the itzy members? I don't know, but I hope I am.

[ A/N: I'm gonna be updating it again but don't expect that it'll be consistent. Thanks! ]