hello frends !!
kim seungmin is amazing!!
he is the best person in the world fight me.
actually dont fight me. but did i lie tho?
nO.
he has the sweetest smile that will melt your heart into two. oops wrong group reference-
multistan problems uwu
like i can spend hours staring at his smile. i have a sticker of seungmin smiling on my school chromebook so i can have something to be happy about at school. i am on that chromebook right now.
"so, what do you do for a living?"
"fangirl over seungmin"
"but i thought you were lesbian"
"not anymore"
after becoming obsessed with kpop, many people have became gay for a certain idol- or many. probably many. i have myself. a little over a year ago, i discovered kpop and i thought of myself as straight. now i have a girlfriend. and crushes on pretty much every single female kpop idol that ever existed. i am not trying to portray the lgbtq+ community as like, a costume or an aesthetic, i'm just stating the facts. after seeing that one picture of jennie-
seungmin, kim seungmin, has made me STRAIGHT.
so am i bi? pan? i'm in a polysexual relationship. my girlfriend is dating another girl. (she likes her better then me.) does that make me polysexual?
ehh, we can figure that out later. i just want to stare at seungmin's angel smile and listen to another day on repeat, with no distractions. especially about complicated things. such as, my sexuality.
which is what i was doing. until i remembered wattpad isn't blocked. (lee know's voice: surprisee!)
dear school, whom i hate with all my heart. just kidding. my heart is too filled with love for seungmin to make room for hateful feelings for anyone. even the school.
thank you for not blocking wattpad.
i still hate you with every fiber of my body except my heart.
xoxo, me-
seungmin, one time you said, "i am the least loved member of stray kids. but that's okay."
something like that. my memory sucks at night when i'm supposed to be doing my homework. and you know it's bad when i can't even remember what seungmin said. the kim seungmin.
but kim seungmin, you're not. where did you get that idea from? real stays love you with all their heart. they smile when you smile, they laugh when you laugh, they cry when you cry. they might have a bias, but they still love you. you're not the least loved member. there isn't one and there never will be one. we love you, kim seungmin, and we will support and stay with you forever. without you, i wouldn't be as happy as i am. not even close.
seungmin, you make stays stay.
"why are you obsessed with a bunch of japanese boys?"
"bish they're korean. and don't act like you're not obsessed with jakob. at least i don't go around collecting woodchips that he stepped on and adding them to a fricking shrine"
"don't act like you don't have a shrine in your closet. besides, you can't even understand them"
"there's a thing called subtitles, sweetie"
"bruh they don't even know you exist"
"they don't need to. did i tell you that my biggest dream is to meet kim seungmin at a fansign?"
why am i obsessed with seungmin, anyways?
who wouldn't be obsessed with seungmin, honestly.
OMG I FORGOT ABOUT THIS LMAOOOO
