𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 • 𝘫𝘰𝘩𝘯𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘩

「 twelve 」

"But you sleep half naked!─"

"Yeah because it's hot, not unlike you who reasons out 'I'm summoning the sexy'" Johnny retorts as he rolled his eyes, his rude attitude that he planned to establish eventually faded and turned into a cackle, enjoying how flustered his sister is. "Who wears tight gowns like that in the evening, I'll tell you to mom, Jena Jane Suh you're going to get scolded!" He scares the younger with a warning, using the i'm going to tell mom card since it's been decades he last once used the phrase.

"Why is mom involved in this?, remember the last time we called her? She hung up and told us to fix our sibling issues on our own and didn't talk to us for a week!" She rasped out as she laughed, remembering how done Mama Suh is on the siblings' antics. They were already growns up and their mom didn't want to stress further on their own stupid crack anyway. "I'm twenty already, I'm not a teenager gheez- oh wait, a fact from Johnny  is he's the strictest yet overprotective brother out there and I swear it's very annoying. You're stricter than mom and dad combined!" She complains the fact she dropped and groaned, gritting her teeth in frustration at the suffocation she feels on being siblings with the older.

The whole live instantly turned into a chaotic mess all thanks for the suhs bickering in the internet, Jena ranting over how the older babies her a lot, Johnny closing his ears on the complain and stayed on the topic of Jena's overall seductive clothing, chattering bla bla on the younger's rants that made fans wheeze on the comments, enjoying the chaotic mess the siblings were making. The two laughed out the squabble they were having and shook their heads, already tire their mouths on gables thrown at one another, even their rapping ability couldn't handle the siblings' arguments.

 The two glance in silence as they run out breath on arguing, the two siblings having a condition but fans didn't need to worry that much since the two admit they bicker most of the time, mostly teasing each other for fun and getting on each other's nerves. While the silence fills around the two screens, Johnny quips a brow to hear a faint chuckle from the other screen, seeing a sweet heartwarming grin display on the other screen that makes his curiosity run wild, lips pursed as his eyes divert somewhere else. "Who got you smiling like that?.." he pondered with a raucous low voice, looking through his sister on the screen whilst he observe her withdraw on a phone she's holding beforè she even faced the screen.

"Uh, a meme?" she scorned with her brow raised at him, eyes scanning the dubious gaze he was giving to her, which made Jena groan in annoyance. "This is what I hate from you, you're being in investigation mode and act as if I was hiding something." She laughs out her protest to avoid any confusion on the viewers, at the back of her mind she's already planning to make an excuse to exit the live for peace.

"Cause you are, you don't answer most of my questions anyway."

"Remember what Mark said, privacy! gheez.." Jena wheezes, though it was evident that she was already pissed from the obscure scoff she made in the middle of her sentence. "Look John, there are some things that are meant for you to keep and it's okay, everyone has secrets you know."

"So you're admitting that you have a secret from me?"

"Wait what, I never said that, I─" Jena laughs with a tint of nervousness lingering, shaking her head in disbelief that many fans were witnessing this. "Yah don't make a mess here, I have nothing to hide from you for real. " she persuaded the older with an appealing voice to assure the male.

Johnny nods as a response and scowl when Jena left the live without him knowing, Jena texting in to explain that her manager called her on the phone and wanted her to go somewhere, the male telling the fans that she was needed somewhere. Johnny then bid goodbye to the fans for him to rest all through the evening, thanking the viewers watching before he ended the live. He throws himself at his bed and lie down, eyes solely focus on the ceilling as he sighs. He knew that his sister is seeing someone one for months, the smile he usually notice was bright and loving, a grin that Johnny evidently knew that was cause by love. 

He knew he shouldn't be against his sister dating but he couldn't help himself, it was a overprotective trait he have on loving and missing his sister all the time, an ongoing guilt and shame he haves within him that made him be strict and intimdating for Jena. He exhale sharply and tears were already building up from the lingering memories that was stuck in his mind, the awful memory that he wanted to forget and never forgive himself from it. He flips his body and let his stomach face against the white silky sheets as he buries his head on a pillow.

"I'm really sorry for everything I have done Jena, but please, can you just tell me what you're hiding from me? I just can't help myself to worry about you all the time, I'm still guilty for hiding something from you too for a long time ago. So please, just tell me already."