Phil and Dan? Nope, it's better Phan

It started when...

As I waited outside the shower for phil I grew more and more impatient. He had been in there for over half an hour now, what the hell was he doing! Banging on the door I realised that I haven't even got my clothes sorted out! I hurried to my bedroom in search if something casual to wear. Blue top, no. Grey top, no. Red top, no. It was obviously going to be my plain black T and some tight black skinny jeans. So instead of waiting another century for phil to come out of the shower I decided I'll just have one later. Fall Out Boy was playing and the scent of my men's links infested my room, typical getting ready with Dan. YouTube! Just then I realised that I hadn't uploaded a new video in ages! So I set my camera up and sat on my bed. 3...2...1.."Hi guys. Sorry there hasn't been an upload recently I completely forgot, no I didn't forget about you , just" I just wasn't in the mood for a video so off it went. Great I'm a failure at everything!
Finally, Phil had finished taking a shower and we were ready to go!
As we make our way down to Rios (the amazing Brazilian down the road) I sense a slight hint of awkwardness. "Phil?" I said concerned, "Are you ok?"
"Um, yh sure, why wouldn't I be?" Phil's eyes wandered around suspiciously as he said this and I wasn't sure if he was telling the truth.
"Phil. Let's rephrase that. What's wrong?"
"Dan, I said nothing's wrong why didn't you listen to me in the first time!" Phil snapped, he never snapped at me like this. I looked straight into his sparkling blue eyes, I knew that something was wrong."Well, I-" he burst into tears, hugging me tightly." Dan, I-I've been offered a job"
At this point I was becoming more and more worried. He wiped his tears away and looked at me straight in the eyes." But it-it's in Dublin" For the second time he burst into tears but this time he wouldn't stop. Tears kept on running down his face and his eyes becoming red.
"But why is this bad? Is it a bad job?" I knew why it was bad. I didn't want him to go. I-I think I loved him...