Life isn't like a category or genre one can slip into, if any thing it's like scenes from millions of movies thrown into one.
!!!!I do not support dream and his actions as of recent!
Before I go to bed I send Finn a message just saying 'Night, love you. Also I'm going out on Saturday with Ena and her date and his friend' I can see how that can be taken as it's a double date, but, why would I tell my boyfriend I'm going on a double date?
I wake up on Wednesday morning later then normal probably due to Ena keeping me up showing me all the messages between her and nick.
I neglect my phone, all morning only to glance at the time every now and then. I literally throw on some jogger short thingies and a top. I brush my teeth and swig mouth wash, finally exiting my house and getting in my shitty little 2009 Vauxhall Corsa. I may as-well quit school and start up with formula 1 because I speed to school getting there within 5 minutes.
I walk up the stairs, 2 at a time so I'm not dreadfully late to my first lesson, 'law and legislative acts'. "Sorry im Late Brendon" I direct towards my professor grimacing at the silence I've just distributed, and take a seat in the center of the room. "Ah class, as you can see by miss Kingsley, rules do differentiate for certain individuals" the sarcasm is thick. I see Finn doing some work for Brendon. I look towards him smiling but I'm met with a emotion I can't quiet gather, I don't know wether it's anger, confusion or sadness.
My lesson ends an hour and a half later. Students start to pile out of the lecture hall. I slowly close my laptop and wait for Finn to come to me, and he does. "Hey babe" I smile trying to his unknown emotion "So would you like to tell me what you and you're sleazy friend and going to do" I wince when he called Ena sleazy. "Sorry, Ena, sleazy?" I snort "Yep you two going on your little dates" he scoffs. "I'd put money on it that you'll end up in a four way" my eyebrows tense "When you've come to your senses and decided not to infer I'm a whore then come and find me. Other then that don't speak to me" I reach for my laptop holding it under my arm and storm off.
The days seems to go fly away, probably because I can't stop thinking about the comment that were made. I decide to message Ena at the end of her last lesson, I still had one but I just simply didn't want to go. Out of all the days Finn has a hissy fit it's when I have 'law and legislative acts' twice.
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It takes me about 15 minutes to walk from my previous class to the campus cafe. I peak in the window and I see a mirage of colors sitting on a low down settee. I walk up to the counter and order a large extra shot caramel cappuccino for myself and a large americano for Ena. I brace myself for the conversation. "Tell me everything! Spare no detail." She says taking her first sip of of the drink. I sigh and begin to tell her what happened. Her jaw dropped when I used the words 'sleazy' and 'foursome'. "I mean did you see them" she giggles lightening the mood "if the chance comes I'm down if you are."
Ena calms me down, her calm features, her calm words, her calm atmosphere.
We settle down on our settee turning on the tv, relaxing after eating our healthy dinner of cafeteria food which we get when we're tired or super busy. I lean my head on her tiny shoulders and she gently goes through my hair, twirling it with her fingers. Her phone starts to buzz and 'nick-Disney' fills the screen. She sighs and answers the phone "are you ready for our orgy" my jaw mimicked the way hers did earlier. "What?!" I hear a squeal through the phone, I lift my head of her shoulder and let her go.
I doze off on the cushions of the settee until I hear the rough knocking on our dorm door. I know the knock, I just don't know wether I want to answer it. My feet drag across the floor, wiping the sleep from my eyes. "Can we talk" Finn says leaning across the door frame "Be my guest" he perches at my circular table "I'm sorry for shouting at you" I walk around to the kitchen turning the kettle on and getting the tea bag out "Are you just going to ignore me?" "I just woke up, let me boil the kettle" I take a deep breath in then let it out "Do you want one?" I avoid his stare I can feel burning in the center of my back "Coffee" he grunts "Please?" I mumble causing him to snort loudly. I pour the amount of milk I know he likes into his coffee and sit adjacent to him out our rarely used dining table "I'm sorry for shouting" he repeats "Do you understand how embarrassing it was" I take a sip "my boyfriend calling me and my friend sluts. Saying we'll sleep with random guys" I shake my head not knowing what to do. "Baby, you have to know where I'm coming from" he puts his hand over my wrist slowly making circles "you're going out with another guy. How do you think it makes me feel" "Like you're girlfriend is a whore" I quip back "I didn't mean it like that" "How did you mean it then Finn" he pauses, the pressure on my wrist gets harder "I got jealous. I'm sorry. But I would never do something like this to you" I take my wrist away taking another drink. "Finn, you don't even text me when you have all the 'late night study session' with marie or Cassidy or Jessica or addyson or" he interjects mid way "Lara don't be so dumb" he spits standing up "A dumb whore" I close my eyes and rub up and down my nose bridge in attempt to relieve stress "if you love and trust me why would you think I'd do something like that?" "I wouldn't put it past you" his eyes squint "you are a whore. I know you sleep around, I'd put money on it." He scoffs "Sorry Finn, I hate to hurt you're precious little ego but I don't sleep around. I don't know where you get this idea that I sleep around from. In six months, we've slept together 4 times. 4 times. And believe me it was four times I couldve gone without" I stand up going to sink to wash my cup " 'you're so tight' yeah prehaps cus you don't pregame. It's just all about you. At the start I'm bone dry then by the end I'm still dry." "You know what?" He has his coffee cup in his hands "you're not even worth the fuck. Why do you think I have to get my kicks from all these other girls. I was with you for ease" he storms towards me cornering me "I'm fucking done with you. You're a 5 dollar whore. Nothing more nothing less." He smashes the cup still full to the brim with coffee on the counter behind me. And with that and a door slam he's gone.
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Ew ew ew. I felt so awkward writing about her being 'dry'. It's scary lol. Also what a Little freak her boyfriend is. Not a fan. In addition I am in fact English so if the American is cringe or just wrong leave me a comment.
