𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗢𝗧𝗜𝗖 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 [𝗕𝗮𝗸𝘂𝗴𝗼 𝗫 𝗕𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿]

Chapter 64

Y/N POV

"I love you so much," I whispered, kissing her forehead as she slept peacefully. "You're so beautiful," I held her hand

"You have beautiful eyes," I touched her soft lashes, "beautiful lips," my hand grazed over the bandage, "beautiful hair," I pulled my fingers through her curls, "and a beautiful heart," I kissed her chest, trying to hold onto my morality as much as I could

"You're my little baby, my baby," I whispered kissing her nose, "and I'll always choose you and your father against the world," my lip quivered as I held her cheek, "always and forever," I whispered kissing her cheeks as the tears streamed from my eyes and onto her soft gown

"I have no peace left inside me," I whispered to myself, sobbing as I held her frail tiny body, hearing footsteps enter the room

"Mama," I felt Katuski's arms around my waist and I let go of Angel, sobbing into his chest, hearing him sniffle, "the doctors have to take her for the second surgery," his voice broke

"No," I looked to him and he nodded. I turned to the side, finding the doctor and everyone from the house, "no please, she can't again," I tried fighting Katuski's arms but he wouldn't let me go

"Please don't take my baby," I sobbed, as the nurse came in and started to wheel the bed out, "noooo," I cried hysterically, "please Katuski, let me go, let me go please," I begged and he let me go, making me fall on my knees

I got up and walked towards the door but Sero blocked me, "not you too, please I want my baby, please let me have her," I held onto his jacket, watching as he looked away, holding in tears

"She needs this Y/N," Uncle Shouta said pulling me into a hug, "no let me go, I want my baby," I fought, crying and screaming out my lungs

I heard everyone sobbing around me from my cries. Katuski was on his knees, holding his face as the Izuku and Kiri tried to comfort him but they weren't in a much better state

"I want my mom," I said holding Angel's necklace in my hands, "I'm right here," she said lifting my chin, making me see her and my dad looking down at me

"Breathe and explain what happened buttercup," my dad said wiping my eyes

I tried to explain but I couldn't, so Mina had to do it, but she wasn't much better

Mina and Sero are her God Parents, they feel guilty also

"I want my baby, I want her mommy," I said holding her hands as she sat with me on the floor, "I know baby I know," she cried quietly resting her forehead against mine

"Get her for me, please mommy, please," I begged but she shook her head, "I can't my love, I'm so sorry," she kissed my nose repeatedly

"Papà, get her for me, I want my baby," I said looking at him hugging Katuski as they both cried, "papà please," I cried uncontrollably

I don't want to act like this
I know she needs this surgery
But I have chilling thoughts of scalpels and needles going in and out of her, it makes my heart hurt

Apparently the shot she got was actually from above, so the bullet grazed her lips also, so there was a gash there

"I'm so sorry," he said looking at me as I put my hand over my heart, breathing heavily, "mom?" I clutched my shirt ripping it open, "mommy I can't breathe," I gasped falling back

"No, fuck no," I heard Katuski voice as I he ran over to me, "I can't lose her too, I can't," he said holding my face, repeatedly planting kisses on my lips

"Mom my heart, it hurts," I said trying to put my words together, "someone get me some fucking water," she shouted

I looked over at Katuski, his tears falling down at me