I can't breathe without him surrounding me, laugh, cry, shout at the top of my lungs with joy,
I feel nothing. No anger. No sadness. No hope. All I feel is nothing. It's just numbness surrounding me, reigning me in breathless,
I can hear the sound of laughter, echoing my every thought, my surroundings, but l..... Can't seem to tell the difference between reality and imagination.
I really can't believe that my soul mate, my one and only left me,
Broken, unable to pick up the pieces that you 'chucked at me',
As day's go on without him, I find it easier but my numbness was going as I got 'better', it just seemed to fade away the longer I'm without him, it's not pain or numb I feel. It's nothing. Nothing at all.
