Me: Hi, okay- I cannot give anymore.
Gf: What?
Me: I cannot give anymore, fuck. but my whole personality is built around kindness and if I can't give then I'm what? Stuck.
Gf: So, let's work this out, what's wrong with your heart?
Me: It won't come out, no it won't even start...
Gf: And then moving on, what's wrong with your brain?
Me: It yearns for the past but it won't be the same.
Gf: It's clear to see, you've got a disease.
Me: What's the disease?
Gf: Well, it's called Empathy it means you'll give blood till there's none left to bleed.
Me: BUT I DO NOT WANT TO BE KIND.
Gf: What?
Me: I ONLY WANT TO SURVIVE!
Gf: No-
Me: This efforts exhausting, It's getting me nowhere and where does that leave me?
Me: Alone.
Gf: You do not have a choice.
Gf: The honey slips into your voice...
Gf: Kindness flows through your veins.
Gf: That is something that cannot be changed.
Gf: Caring is what fulfills you...Learn to harness it before it kills you.
