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A Random Post + Rant

Ok, so i fell asleep during my online class and during that time i realized that there is almost no one thats (fully) sane in the Anderson-Plague-Alia Family.

Like sure there are some people that are sane, like the Married-ins, but are they?? Like they probably arent that much thanks to Peter and all.

Also i angrily made two new self-insert AUs, Genshin Impact which i was sorta expecting because i'm already so deep into the fandom (Raiden, please, come home. I dont even mind having your girlfriend with me) but then theres The Owl House self-insert AU... Alia, what the actual f u c k ?

The fact that i dont even watch it that much, like only season 1 and a few parts of season 2, but like... How? Why?? At this point i think i really do hate myself and want to make myself suffer for absolutely no reason.

Yesterday, I had a bit of a one sided argument with me, myself, a non-existent cat and I. One side was me agreeing that i'm a horrible person that nobody actually loves or cares about, the other side was also me disagreeing and saying that i'm not that bad and more people than i think do care about me, and the non-existent cat was just there being a supportive and listening to my woes.

i also unconsiously made a set up too, i'm sick, in a bathtub full of bubbles and blindfolded for max comfort/peace. I'm pretty sure there were some of my comfort characters (like, one or two) just listening to me shouting at myself behind the door. Dunno why but i'm pretty sure they were there to check up on my weakened state.

What good friends.

also the next chapter will be me going into more info about the new self-inserts, at this point i'm not even mad anymore, just filled with dissapointment at myself for doing this.

And yes, The Owl House Ann self-insert (Cleméncy, meaning: Gentle and merciful) will be a Lesbian. I want more Lesbi-Anns'