After every tiny argument we had...I am always scared that you tell me to get out of your life....
Can you imagine ?
After all we did, I am attached to you...
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I always start to cry when I fear the worst....
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I always get dark, negative, nagging, bothersome questions when we argue and you are silent for a while...
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I always practically jump in joy when we write...
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I cry when I feel guilty that I again couldn't control my thoughts and fingers and just typed to you my angered thoughts, clouded by sadness and rage...
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How sad I always get when we have to stop writing or talking on the phone...
Can you imagine ?
How important you are to me...
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How badly I want to hold you in my arms...
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How much I want to shield you from the world...
Can you imagine ?
How. Much. It. Hurts. To. Argue. With. You....💔
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How high my fears, dark thoughts and anxiety spikes when you don't talk to me for a while....
Can you imagine ?
How big my fear gets when I see you saw my messages but don't reply...
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How much I love you...
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How much I care about you...
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When I see you don't see my messages for over 5 minutes...
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How much I want to protect you....
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How much you are worth in my eyes....
Can you imagine ?
YOU ARE READING
Nothing important, really...
Non-FictionI am fine... Absolutely fine... There is nothing interesting to see here.... Sike *Fake smiles* Got you good, right...? .....A new book and nothing but private and emotional BS...
