games - kuroken angst

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⚠️ WARNING: SWEARING ⚠️

I'm going over to Kenma's house.

School just ended and I haven't seen him.

He's not answering my texts either, I don't wanna call him and seem needy.

I'm here atlast.

He gave me a spare key incase he couldn't come to the door so I just used that.

"Kenma?"

No response.

I go over to his room.

"Ken- oh you're here."

"Hi." He responds

"How was your day, Kitten?"

Kuroo asked him while ruffling his hair.

"It was fine."

Kenma's eyes were glued the screen, as if he didn't care about Kuroo's arrival.

"Wanna hang out today? We haven't in a while.."

"Eh, I don't feel like it today." he replied

"You never feel like it though..."

"Not my problem" he shrugged.

His battery died

"Shit."

"What happened?"

"My battery died, I was so close to finishing the round too!"

Kenma stared at the ground feeling empty.

Kuroo chuckled, and he gently tied up Kenma's hair with a hairtie.

Kenma pouted and shook his head, causing his long hair to cover his face again.

He looked over to Kuroo.

"Why did you come over today?"

"I always come over??"

Kuroo questioned

"I was gonna hang out with shoyo today..."

"..."

"So you have time for Hinata but not me?"

"Shoyo asked if we could play animal crossing earlier."

"Damn Kozume, what the fuck?"

"What's wrong?"

"I always ask if we could hangout but suddenly you ditch me for Hinata?"

"Shoyo's a good friend."

"I'm your fucking boyfriend?! And if we're talking about friends I've been with you since we were kids."

"...sorry? I guess"

"Tch, Sorry? Kozume, I think we need a break."

"T-tetsurou??"

"I'll see you on Monday, don't miss out on training."

Just like that Kuroo left, somewhat slamming the door.

Kenma flinched.

Kenma didn't even get to say anything, he didn't even get to apologise properly. He didn't even get to explain whatever was happening.

Kenma stared at the ground with watery eyes.

Everything was blurry.

Kenma realised his mistake.

A month too late.

A fucking month.

Kuroo had waited a month for his attention.

Kenma felt so bad, he cancelled plans with Hinata and then threw his phone out the window.

The phone bounced off the fence and fell on the floor, cracking badly.

Watery eyes to tears, tears to uncontrollable crying.

He could barely breathe as he sobbed loudly.

His face buried in his knees, he was crying for an hour.

After an hour he stopped crying a bit, and went onto his bed, inside the bed sheets.

They smelled like kuroo, all the sleepovers they had amongst the years popped up in his head.

He grabbed his pillow and lay on the floor, falling asleep immediately.

Why couldn't he just message Kuroo he was sorry?,you might wonder. He was to ashamed to. After what he put him through, he didn't have the audacity.

I hope you enjoyed the first chapter! I'm really bad at writing lol, but I'm bored so why not :D
Please add advice in the comments if you can <3