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Heartless Oblivion

Heartless Oblivion

You rip out my heart as it still beats.

Gasping for air,

for life

you laugh a pleasing laugh that shows me that

bringing me pain is an amusement

not only to you, but

to everyone.

desperately trying to breath, to live

i stumble forward.

yet you disappear and i am

Stumbling into oblivion

when i reach the bottom i hear my heart beat yet

i do not see my heart.

The beating gets louder and louder

almost deafening me.

then it stops

Dead silence fills the air the same time that the ringing in my ears does

but then i hear your laughter

as you throw my heart onto  the ground

stabbed with a bloodied knife.

your soothing voice laughs at me as

i reach for my

ripped

bloodied

stabbed

mangled and

trampled heart.

I i continue to reach for it but

all i grab is thin air.

An illusion here in oblivion,

nothing more,

I scream,

knowing that no one will hear.

I sit here in oblivion with a hole in my chest,

where you ripped out my heart.