TW:mentions of an ed
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As the days count on because i couldnt bring myself to eat even a single piece of toast.
And even if i had given in it would be down the pipes of the toilet as i lean over it forcing myself to throw up because i felt so disgusted.
Relapsing so many times due to family saying such harmful words 'you're greedy' they say 'its a waste of food that your mother works so hard to put on a plate for you' they say as they see all the mouldy unfinished dishes that come out of my room.
They dont know....
They can't know
It'll hurt them
Ive soon come to realise that i have become somewhat addicted to the feeling of an empty stomach, leaning over the toilet at midnight Desperately trying to make myself vomit all of the food that i had eaten that day.
YOU ARE READING
Short stories about some of my struggles
PoetryTW: mentions of an ED, self harm, sexual harassment,abusive fathers,and suicide Please do not read if you feel that these may cause you any discomfort, panic or relapses.
