My Shifting Journey

Starting My Script and First Shifting Attempt

So after I had done a sufficient amount of research and came to the informed decision that not only was shifting real but something that I would like to experience. I decided to make a start on writing my script and trying to shift.

It took me maybe three days to write my first script, I used @cass.relf1's script template on the app Notion. Writing my script seemed so exciting, the idea that I could shift to any reality I want and I'd have total control of the things in my script excited me more than anything else at that moment in time.

As someone who deals with extreme anxiety and has a crippling fear of losing control, it felt amazing to know that I would be going to a reality where I was in control, if I wanted something to happen, all I had to do was script it. I decided early on that I was going to use my Desired Reality to face some of the fears that I have in my current reality and at the same time, be with my comfort characters.

My first script was not very detailed but it did include some fun things like the outfits that myself and my friends would wear, our personalities, and scenarios I wanted to experience.

It was with this first script that I tried to shift for the first time, four months ago.

I knew my first attempt wouldn't work, I wouldn't shift on the first try. But that never curbed my motivation. I was excited to try it, I knew that over time I'd find what worked for me.

Around 9:30 pm, I said goodnight to my parents and sister and went to bed. I read my script before turning on Elle S.M's Raven method guided meditation and trying to visualise my DR. The problem was that I kept losing focus, my mind wandered here, there, and everywhere and it was so difficult to visualise my DR. 

Part of me was scared that I would shift on the first attempt and I still had doubts on whether or not shifting was actually something that I could do, I knew that it was real and possible for other people. But was it possible for me?