You made me feel like I was enough

6~foolish

I feel the rage flowing through my body

„I'm such an idiot" I say and stand up

„I'm sorry it will help me Thomas Said it's will help stretch out my platform" he says and stands up

„I don't give a flying fuck about your platform. I would do anything to be with you and now your fucking leaving me. So much for "I'll stay" I say

„Look im sorry I didn't know this was gonna happen it happened so fast" he says

„Why am i so foolish and fall for a guy like you." I say and run my fingers through my hair

„I'm sorry" he says

„God I wish you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you" I say

„I'm sorry" he says

„Don't tell me your sorry Vinnie feel sorry for yourself, cause someday I'll be everything to somebody else" I yell and walk out

(I had to use Olivia rodrigo💀)

I drive to the party and walk inside. All I see is drinks in everybody's hands and people taking drugs. Now I know why she wants me here. I see her drinking drinks with Bryce and the boys. We talk for a bit and catch up. I miss this feeling being with people that I love.

"Wanna go dance" Riley asks me and I laugh

"Yes I do" I say and she drags me to dance.

All the lights and the tight space is comforting. I feel a tap on my shoulder. This feels like de ja vu. Knowing the trouble that is gonna happen I turn around and see Aaron. We look at eachother for about a minute and then I kiss him. Vinnie doesent want me Aaron always will. Me and him go to drink some shots. After 10 minutes I feel like I'm numb. Me and Aaron look at eachother and then he picks me up and we start to make out. He starts to carry me upstairs and into a bedroom locking the door. I lay in the bed and him towering over me.

"So you came back?" He says laughing

"I never left" I say

"Now why would you let that guy beat me up like that" he asks

"You we're hurting me" I say

"I'm gonna hurt you even more if you leave me again" he says squeezing my wrists, but I don't feel anything.

My eyes start to get heavier.

"Hey stay awake I wanna have fun" he says and then kisses me

"I'm trying" I say and then knock out

An hour later i wake up with Aaron playing with my hair and no clothes. I stand up and put on my clothes. Knowing what happens I hold back my tears. I look at my phone and see that it's already 1am and the party is still going.

"Hey I'm kinda tired I'm gonna go home" I say

"I'm gonna drive with you" he says and grabs his jacket

I walk downstairs and say bye to Riley and the boys. I see Riley's look when she sees I'm with Aaron. She doesent like it

Driving in the car with Aaron feels so wrong. After arriving I get out of the car and Aaron kisses me goodbye and walks off. I run upstairs into my room. Laying on my back I think about what happens to me. I let into Aaron's games. He r@ped me. At that thought I hear a knock on my door. I open the door and there he is, Vinnie storming into my room closing the door.

"What the fuck was Aaron doing out here with you" he asks

"He was kissing me that's what he was doing why should you care" I say

"He abuses you and does unspeakable shit to you and you just go back to him" he says

"That's on you I can do what I want you left me and expect me to be a prude" I say

"Im sorry but I don't like you being with him" he says

"You don't control anything last time I checked you left me for nailea" I say crying

"It's just for publicity y/n you know that" he says

"Maybe I should be with Aaron maybe I was destined to be in a abusive relationship cause Aaron has never hurt me more than you did" I say with tears running down my face

"You really drunk y/n you don't know what your doing" he says touching me shoulder by I push him

"Get out!" I yell and push him out the door

I can't stand to see him