Can't Express Myself (Roddy Ricch)

Getting back on Good terms

"Y'all together now?" Exotic nodded
"Thank the Lord my son got a real women instead of these whores." Exotic busted out laughing and I mugged my mama. She pulled Exotic of my lap and took her into the kitchen.

Exotic
I looked at Mrs.anita after I finished hugging her. She started fiddling with a dish towel before her face took on a more serious look. "Exotic baby I have known you for a long time,I could always see that you loved Rodrick"

I nodded my head and continued to listen "You have to be patient and understanding with him your the first good girl he has ever been with relationship wise" she paused looking at me then continued
"But also you can't let my son talk to you any type of way you have to learn and put your foot down with his ass but all in all remember that my son loves you regardless of the problems you two may go through and stick beside him he was a boy you have to teach him how to be the perfect man for you he will also test you at times but those are the times you will have to prove to him your love"

I nodded and hugged her" thank you Mrs. Anita" she swatted me

"Girl call me mama long as I have known you you always be family"
"Alright mama" Roddy burst in the kitchen looking at us.

"What you in here telling her ma?"
"I'm having some girl talk with my future daughter in law "she said sending me a pointed look. As she put her arm around my neck.

"Aaaww my baby jealous he gone have to learn to share me with mama" I said walking over an pinching his cheek. He blushed looking at me pecking my lips.

"Did Rodrick Wayne Moore Jr just blush I can't believe my eyes?" I turned and winked at his mama.

"Whatever ma "he said chuckling
"Rodrick yo ass been feigning for her since high school." My mouth dropped open
"Please do tell mama" I said walking back over to her and looking at him shift uncomfortably.
"Ma I be trying to get her to see me as more than just a friend but I can't get her to even get jealous when I talk to other girls "she mocked his voice. I looked at him
"Baby is that what you were doing?"
Roddy bit his lip "Now that I think about that shit didn't make no sense"
He walked over to me putting his hands around my waist looking me in the eyes.
"We together now that's all that matters"
"Y'all staying for lunch right?"
"Yes mama we are" I said breaking eye contact with Roddy.
"So who made the first move ?"
She said going to the fridge and getting out some ingredients
"Roddy did" he squeezed my ass and whispered into my ear "Let's go to my old room real quick"
"Mama you need some help?" I said trying to ignore Roddy foolishness
"No y'all go sit down and watch some TV I call y'all when the food is ready " Roddy smirked and started pulling me out of the kitchen. "Uuh no Roddy" he picked me up and carried me up the stairs. "Shut up"
"This yo mama house fool"
"We will be quiet shit"
"You so disrespectful"

Roddy
I kicked my old bedroom door because it was already cracked open and laid her on the bed before locking the door. Exotic looked at me like I was crazy and moved off the bed. "Mamas please I didnt do this to myself"
I grabbed her making her straddle my lap "Let me just give you some head"
I pouted looking at her
"But mamas I want some pussy to"
"And I will give you some when we get home"
"Nah fuck dat shit I want some now!"
"Boy stop throwing a temper tantrum"
"Man let's just go watch tv then" I said sucking my teeth.
"Fine with yo childish ass" She got up off me and unlocked the door leaving out the room. I rolled my eyes and then decided head was better than nothing she was halfway down the stairs

"Exotic come here real quick"
She looked up at me and smirked shaking her head and coming back up the stairs. She came back in the room and I sat on the bed as she locked the door. I unbuckled my belt and pulled my hard dick out "I shouldn't give yo ass nothing" she walked over and kissed me on the lips before she got down on her knees looking me in the eyes and putting the tip in her mouth.
"Mmm" I moaned she started bobbing up and down. I bit my lip hard as hell cuz that shit felt so good then she starting deep throating me and I pressed my lips together to stop from yelling. She looked so beautiful with my dick her mouth. I ran my thumb across her cheek causing her to smile while still sucking my dick I almost lost my nut cuz that shit was sexy.

"Damn Mamas" she made slurping and gagging sounds pushing me towards my orgasm. She kept deep throating and started humming that shit sent me over the edge as I shot in the back of her throat. She sucked it down and then got up wiping her mouth.
I kissed her and tried to reach for her belt she swatted my hands and glared at me I shrugged" it was worth a try" I fixed my pants and she walked out of the room. I had already made it back down stairs turning on the tv pretending to watch the Bernie Mac show. I heard Exotic coming down the stairs and she sat on me and gave me a kiss. I tasted Listerine in her mouth I was tonguing her down when we heard my mom cleared her throat. Exotic pulled back and looked at my mama

"Y'all ready to eat?"
"Yes mam" exotic said getting off my lap. I got up and followed her to the dining room my mom hand already set the table. I pulled out my mom's and Exotic's chair before sitting down.
We bowed our heads and prayed before my mom pulled the top off the pot. It was oxtails and rice Exotic started doing a happy dance in her seat. "You so fat mamas"

She stuck her tongue out at me and grabbed my plate fixing mines before she fixed hers. My mom watched with approval in her eyes.
"So how did Rodrick make the first move?"
Exotic took a bite of food and starting moaning I shook my head and chuckled.
"You want me to tell it or should I?"I asked looking at Exotic
Exotic chewed and swallowed "Well basically we were having lunch like we always do every week and I told Roddy me and my ex broke up ."Then Roddy came to my house later that night and started kissing me and told me how he felt"
"So why did you and your ex breakup ?
"He wanted things I couldn't give him."

I paused eating and took a deep breath hoping my mom did not keep asking questions.
"Like what?"
"My heart amongst other things"Exotic said looking at me. I smiled with a cheek full of food. My mom nodded and continued eating her eyes shot to mines and I could see that she knew what Exotic was saying without saying it. I looked at my plate and tried not to confirm what my mother was thinking.
"Rodrick" I looked up at my mother who eyes was boring it to me.
"I'm not going to hurt her ma"
"I know you ass ain't cuz I'll hurt you if you do" she continued eating.
I looked over at Exotic as she grabbed my hand under the table giving me a reassuring smile.

This is what I meant she always knew how to calm me. Me and my mom ain't have the best relationship because I hopped in the streets and became a Crip. She had kicked me out and Exotic would sneak me in and let me sleep and shower there when she could.

She would even stash my drugs and guns if shit got to hot. She even bailed me out a couple times.

I knew Exotic was my ride or die for sure.We finished eating and Exotic's and my mama said there goodbyes. I kissed my mom goodbye but Lord knows I was ready to dip."Baby you not going to fuck this up so don't even think that" I leaned over and kissed Exotic before I started the car and pulled off.