Break Me

Part 1

I was wearing my typical outfit. A baggy shirt paired with shorts which looked like I was wearing nothing besides my shirt and converse plus my big ass glasses that I had to always wear cause of my bad eyesight. Not like anyone asked but I always hated wearing lenses because it burns my eyes when I wear it for too long. I was looking at the map I was holding while walking down the hallway when I suddenly bumped into someone.

"Ay kabayo kang malaki!"

I heard a chuckle in front of me. I didn't saw him at first because I was gathering my books that fell. What a fucking great day.

"Tulungan na kita diyan miss."

Did I heard him right? Miss? Who the fuck uses that nowadays? I looked at him straight in the eye. Huh he's cute. The typical type of cute though.

"Excuse me? Miss? Sinong kausap mo?"

I looked around me to check if he was referring to someone else.

"Ikaw miss. Ano ba dapat? Mister?"

I thought, May itsura ka sana pangit lang ng biro mo. Di pasok sa taste ko.

"Misis. May asawa na kasi ako eh."

Of course it was only just a joke. But my face had a 'seryoso-ako-hindi-ako-nagbibiro' look that made his eyes grow big. To which I just smiled.

"Ako na. Kaya kona."

I smiled and grabbed my books that was in his hands. Sira na tuloy araw ko. Sana may mahanap akong matinong tao dito. Yung hindi sana monggoloid tulad niya. I wouldn't want to be a loner for this whole S. Y. Cause, well, I just don't want to. Naglakad lakad pa ako hanggang sa marating ko yung room ko. Pagpasok ko sa loob ramdam kong nakatingin sila sakin. Probably because masyadong panlalake yung soot ko. Some of them looked with disgust while some of them looked at me with curiosity. Umupo ako sa pinakadulong upuan malapit sa bintana para walang katabi. The boy in front of me chuckled lightly. Now what the fuck's wrong with this guy? Dati ba 'tong baliw?

"Trust me you do not want to sit there."

I looked at him with a 'what-the-fuck-are-you-saying' look.

"Ah bakit? May pangalan ba tong upuan na 'to? Kung meron wala akong pake."

I looked at him with a bored expression. I saw him froze for a moment and didn't bother to look at me again. his gaze was at something else though, or rather someone else. I was about to look at what he was looking until someone kicked the chair I was sitting on.

"Tabe."

His voice was so deep it made me feel almost scared. Almost, cause it didn't. Siguro kung tulad ako noon baka naiyak nako ngayon sa simpleng ganon niya. Siguro sabi niya muka kong dork which I am but that doesn't mean mahina ako. I looked at him with a bored expression. Hhhhhmmm yes this is what I'm talking about. Now this, is what I like. I pretended not to care when in fact I was enjoying the view in front of me.

"Pano ba yan gusto ko dito eh. May pangalan mo ba tong upuan na 'to? Kung meron wala akong pake. Maghanap kana lang ng iba diyan."

Again I looked at him with a bored expression. He was looking at me intently. Malamang nababanas nato sakin but of course to heck with that wala akong pake. Hindi naman kase ako nainform na dapat pala eh may sitting arrangement dito?!? Bwisit na yon. Our professor entered so he had no choice but to sit at the chair besides me. Huh lucky me then.

"Goodmorning class. As you all may have noticed we have a transferee. She came from Chrysvylle Colleges (pronounced as krisvayl) who transferred here because her course is well known in our university. Akierra Murakoshi? May you please introduce yourself to the whole class?"