Oh crappies.I should have known that this would be a trick. What if he's going to kill me now? Good going Ae Ron. I felt my head for a pin. I knew I should have worn my hair up today. Or was it yesterday? How long have I been here?
Suddenly I felt a rush inside me. I felt as if someone had touched my skin it would be red hot. Then I heard the click.
I froze. What is happening? Then my cage door opened. I maneuvered my way out of the cage. Did I do that? I don't have time to think about that. Run.
I start sprinting before even thinking about it. I wonder if my father knows about this. No, Ae Ron don't think 0f him right now.
Then I'm flat on the ground. Yes, I tripped. Yeah Yeah laugh it up.
I sat up and look at my legs. The cut is minor. I stand up and walk until I find a street. I dig in my pocket and find my pack of cigarettes. I light one and watch the smoke float around me in envy. Why can't I be free to float around everywhere like you?
I stumble across a liquor shop. The scent intoxicates me before I even walk in. This is what I need. I walk in the shop.
"How are you doing little lady?" A big man with a super long beard said.
I ignore him, pick up the biggest bottle there is and throw money on the counter.
As I walk out I hear him chuckle. I guess he gets off on messing with little girls. But he knows and I know and everyone else knows that I am scared.
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I clutch the empty bottle of liquor in my hand, while staggering down the street. I feel exhausted even though I have done nothing. What if He finds me? What if he kills me the way he killed my mother. I would know how easy it is too kill. Don't think about that Ae Ron. I wish I didn't have time think at all. I think about the cigarette I had had before I had tried too drink my confusion away. Do I really want too be free? How can I be free when I am trapped in myself? Am I going crazy?
I throw my head back and let out a spine chilling scream. I close my eyes and hope that for once their will be no nightmares. Someday.
