my darkness ~ Yelena.b

cold

I grabbed my last packed of cigarettes and walked to my balcony to have one before the new girl arrived. I looked out to the city seeing the lights eliminating the dark night sky calming the feeling I had going on inside my stomach. I looked at the tattoo of the rose on my hand as my heart ached thinking about my sister. Stop it Hannah seriously it's been years you need to move on.

Throwing my cig down I grabbed my whiskey glass as topped it up placing the cold bottle back on my dresser as I left my room.

My hair bounced as I strode towards the elevator when friday announced.

"Miss Hannah Yelena had entered the living room with Natalia Tony sends the message of that your late"

"I'm on my way down Jarvis"

Pressing the button for the living room I waited in the elevator in boredom, my hair messy from the wind and my eyeliner smudged. Great first impression Hannah. I tucked my poofy black hair behind my ears as my curtain bangs draped perfectly down my face.

*Ding*

The door opened revealing nat and a young woman as she shook hands and was engulfed in hugs which she clearly was surprised by. I leaned against the wall to the living room sipping my whiskey un noticed and I heard Tony say
"Friday where the hell is Hannah she's supposed to be here she's late"

"She's always late Tony it's not a surprise" nat smirked

"Who's Hannah" the blonde girl asked

"Hannah is in the room with you sir" Friday announced startling everyone as the all looked around the room.

"Is she a ghost where is sh- lady Hannah there you are come say hi" Thor roared smiling at me making me roll my eyes.

The blonde girl walked towards me holding out her hand.

"Yelena nice to meet you" she smiled warmly at me as I just stared at her hand and walked to the elevator without a word leaving her with a dissapointed look on her face.

"Don't worry about it, Hannah's cold she doesn't let anyone in, Steve's the closest and even then she hasn't told him anything" Clint patted her on the back giving her a smile as he walked to the sofa.

I pressed the button for the floor where the bar and fireplace was knowing it's the only place I can go to get peace. Who was this girl and why did she looked so dissapointed when I didn't shake her hand.

Walking into the kitchen I grabbed a bottle of Hennessy and opened the lid taking a swig as I made my way to the elevator. The only think I wanted to do was get out this building I needed to go for a walk I feel suffocated.

I made my way to the park, I was empty and relaxing just like the empty bottle I was holding in my hand was like to me. I sat on a bench and lit a cigarette feeling the intoxicating smoke filling my lungs soothing my depression. I could feel the effects of the alcohol taking place as I texted Steve who I had 30 miss calls from

Out for a walk don't come look for me, will be back later

I shut my phone down and enjoyed the peace and quiet as I felt my body slowly become more and more intoxicated.

Hiccuping I realised I should probably go home so I dragged my feet towards the compound pressing the button for my floor but I must have pressed the wrong one cause the next thing I knew I was in the living room. Turning around quickly before anyone could notice I heard a

"Hannah sarin get your ass in this living room right now" I heard Steve yell at me.

I dragged my feet into the living room as Steve walked over to me.

"Where have you been, I know you texted me telling me you were at the park but I was worried-"

*Hiccup*

I couldn't help but laugh as I looked at Steve.

"Pshhhhht Steve I'm okay I just went for a walk *hiccup* don't worry now I'm sleepy so goodnight" I spun around when I felt my body fling over someone's shoulder

"Heyyyyy out me down, who even is carrying me rn" I groaned

"я сказал, кто меня тащит и куда мы идем" I groaned in Russian to lazy to speak English

(I said who are you and where are we going)

"I have no idea what you just said but it sounded funny" Thor laughed at he put me on the sofa force feeding me water.

"Why am I being treated like a child I know how to drink water thor I do have arms ya know" I groaned as he tried to sober me up and I pushed him back with all my force running to the elevator

"Hehehehehehehe" I smirked pressing the button for my floor

"Hannah I swea- " Steve began

"Language" I laughed as the doors closed leaving me with a sigh of relief.

I dragged my feet down the corridor as I saw the new blonde girl walk out the room next to mine.

"отличный" I huffed sarcastically as I opened my door leaving a sad look on her face
(Great)

Yelena pov

I didn't really understand her problem with me first she doesn't shake my hand and glares at me next shes complaining about me being in the room next to her, why does she hate me so much I don't understand.

Getting in the elevator I pressed the button for the living room and stepped out to see all the avengers in the living room

"Yelena welcome you just missed a very drunk Hannah launch Thor across the room" Peter laughed as I took a seat next to nat

"I get the feeling she doesn't like me" I laughed lightly trying to hid my disappointment

"Hannahs a complicated one, she's very cold but if your cold back to her she will hate you forever but if you actually put an effort in with her then she warms up to you" Tony smiled at me leaving me kinda confused

"Um miss Yelena can you and Hannah pick me up from school tomorrow, if you ask her she will say yes it's just I need someone to go with her cause last time she kinda broke flashes nose so I need you to kinda keep her in check and no one else is free so pretty pretty pretty please can you pick me up" Peter got o his knees begging me saying everything a bit to quickly and I just started down at him

"Erm sure kid, I'm gonna go to bed now but Ill see u all tomorrow" i smiled as I walked to the elevator heading for my room.

God I have to speak to her tomorrow, is she gonna talk to me, what if she ignores me or yells at me.

Why am I stressed and nervous get it together Yelena.