Not the same - enemies to lovers

Part 16- Undercover part 2- arguments

When I woke up I instantly felt the cold from buckys side of the bed, I turned to see he wasn't there. Typical. 

I pulled myself out of bed catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror that stood on the wall opposite the bed, I caught myself smiling at buckys t-shirt drowning my body. Ignoring the blush that rose In my cheeks I grabbed my clothes for the day and went straight to the bathroom.

~buckys pov~

when I woke up y/n was still asleep, he face was so close to mine I couldn't help but admire it, she wasn't so annoying when she wasn't talking. The moment was nice whilst it lasted but images flashed in my mind of our arguments, she was the only person who could make me feel this type of anger, I'm not even sure if it's anger anymore- but it sure as hell isn't friendship.

I pulled myself out of bed walking around the house checking one last time fro mics or cameras, still nothing, heading back upstairs I heard her get out of bed, as I walked in the room I stopped and stared, I couldn't help it. she stood there smirking at her reflection whilst gripping my shirt, it looked so good on her. Once she went into the bathroom I got changed into my suit for work, made myself a coffee back in the kitchen and left for work, god I wish it was that simple but no. 

The moment I went to head towards the door y/n practically flew down the stairs in another slutty outfit, is she trying to kill me, wait. no she's gross, she looks gross. I love sharon. 

~y/n's pov~

Today I decided to wear some low waisted baggy jeans with cute crop top showing off plenty of skin and I can't lie I looked good, I threw on some trainers and ran as fast as I could down the stairs hoping to catch Bucky before he left, when I saw him I had the biggest smile on my face. I'm kinda hoping this mission will bring us closer but I'm scared I'm only thinking this because he's being nice to me for once and its all pretend. I'm scared i'm going to get attached to him now  and once we get back he'll go back to hating me. 

I noticed bucky staring at me without saying a word and with my mind racing I think I need to just see what he's thinking right now, so I can get an idea of wheer we stand and where we could stand.

no she's gross, she looks gross. I love sharon. 

oh. Sharon.

My hands instinctively moved to try and cover myself a little, wrapping around my stomach. A pain struck through my chest. weird. 

bucky-"I'm heading to work doll, you look lovely" he looked me up and down slightly smirking and then he kissed my cheek.

There was the pain again! definitely weird.

oh how his acting felt so real, I gave him a smile waving him off as he drove away, my eyes pulled from his car to the target gardening with his wife outside the front of there house. I saw them eye me from across the street so I waved with a Cheshire smile. his wife returned the gesture but he did not, his face didn't even move a muscle but his eyes felt as though they were looking right through to my brain. I went back inside shutting and locking the door behind me.

what to do. what to do.

Entering the kitchen I was immediately inspired to bake. And I mean BAKE.

~7 hours later Buckys pov~

bucky-"hunny I'm home-" i looked up to see the whole kitchen counter covered in cupcakes all different colours, I walked in and I couldn't help but smile when I saw her attempt at frosting white wolfs on some, in fact looking around at- at least 60 cupcakes- each batch was frosted with the colours of one of the team. I saw the American flag for Steve, red cupcakes for wanda, blue for pietro, black and red for nat, green for bruce and so on.