Gotta find where I belong - Jonnie

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Jay was walking through the halls of Auradon Prep looking for his girlfriend Lonnie till he saw Ben and Mal talking by Ben's locker.

" Hey guys." Jay greets walking up to them.

" Hey Jay." Mal greeted.

" Hey man." Ben greeted as well.

" Have you guys seen Lonnie." He asked his friends.

" Um I last heard her say she was going to train in the amphitheater." Ben told the former thief.

" Thanks, I don't know why I didn't start there."  Jay said walking to the amphitheater.

* Jay's p.o.v *

I was on my way to the amphitheater when I heard laughing. I walked over to the door and saw Lonnie and Zevon 'practicing' in the amphitheater well more like having fun, so I decided to stay and watch.

" Lonnie ready to give up." Zevon said getting ready to strike Lonnie but she dodged his attack.

" Never." Lonnie exclaimed smirking.

" Well beat this." He said swinging at her.

" Your gonna have to try better than that." Lonnie said doing a split and tripping Zevon. 

Zevon grabbed her legs by surprise causing her to trip and fall onto him. Zevon and Lonnie just stared deeply in each other's eyes as I just stood there watching feeling my blood boil.

I just groan and storm out slamming the door behind me.

* Lonnie's p.o.v *

I heard someone groan and I turned and saw Jay storm out. I jump off Zevon and head to the door.

" Jay." I called out and he stopped in his tracks looking at me pissed.

" Jay what's wrong?" I asked softly.

" Zevon that's what wrong. Your always spending time with him." He answered angrily.

" Yeah turns out we have a lot in common." She said blushing.

" YOUR EVEN BLUSHING. LONNIE YOU AND I HAVE FOUGHT TO BE TOGETHER BECAUSE PEOPLE THOUGHT I WAS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU. BUT EVER SINCE ZEVON GOT HERE HE SUDDENLY FITS IN, HIS SUDDENLY PERFECT." He exclaims hurt.

" FITTING IN. YOU CHANGING YOURSELF TO PROVE A POINT TO OTHER PEOPLE ISN'T FITTING IN. THAT'S BEING AFRAID TO SHOW PEOPLE WHO YOU ARE." I yell at him.

" OH REALLY SAYS THE GIRL WHO CHANGED ALMOST EVERYTHING ABOUT HER TO PROVE TO THE WHOLE OF AURADON THAT SHE'S MORE THAN SOME REBEL PRINCESS." He yelled back at me.

I froze as I felt my eyes start to sting and I feel tears stream down my face.

" Your right I did say it. Because my whole life even as a royal I never felt like I belonged and you know that. Unlike you I got criticized for being different and I didn't have a pirate crew or VK gang to tell my troubles to or to back me up. So excuse me for feeling like I can be myself around someone who isn't afraid to be himself." I exclaimed in pure pain.

" Lonnie...I... I." He tried to say.

I just shake my head and run passed him. I stop in the hallways and stroll through them.

* Play song * 

Back round voice.

Ah ah ah I don't feel like

Lonnie 

How do people make it look easy.

Are they happy or just good at deceiving.

I just want a bit of that feeling for myself.

I don't put the pressure of soulmates.

I just want somebody who knows.

Cause every now and then I admit.

Jonnie

I need little bit of help.

Lonnie

I don't feel like I belong any where where where

Jay

How do things keep going wrong 

Jonnie

How did we get here here here.

Lonnie

The more I cover all my flaws the more they appear.

I gotta find where I belong ah ah ahhh.

Jay

I wish that I could feel the way you do sometimes.

Your stuck on the outside while in here wondering why.

I had to make it worse you were already hurt don't wanna be another thing on your mind.

I wish that I could make change instead of making mistakes.

Tryna hold you up instead I'm the pushing away.

Just tryna understand and every time I can't and I don't know why.

Lonnie

I don't feel like I belong any where where where where.

Jay

How did I get this so wrong

Jonnie

 To leave us right here here here.

Lonnie 

The more I cover all my flaws the more they appear.

I gotta find where I belong ah ah ahhh.

Everywhere I go it don't feel like home.

Even my parents they act like they know.

Guess I have to leave to finally see if theirs someone out there and their just like me then I'll go yeah I'll go.

Lonnie

I don't feel like I belong any where where where.

Jay 

How did I get this so wrong

Jonnie

 To leave us right here here here.

Lonnie 

The more I cover all my flaws the more they appear.

I gotta find where I belong ah ah ahhh.

Back round voice

I don't feel like, I don't feel like.

I don't feel like.

Gotta find where, gotta find where.

Gotta find where.

Lonnie 

I belong.

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