Pyro |Hacker Deku|

Chp 1. Dreams crushed, Idolization lost

Here's a super quirky TW for panic attacks, mention of SH, and mention of sewerslide 🤪💅

"A pro should always be ready to risk his life. Without power, can someone become a hero? No, I think you should not" it all happened so fast, but here he was, All Might himself, telling me I couldn't be a hero. "If you desire to help people. Becoming a police officer is always a option. Those villain custody officers are often mocked but that too is admirable work!" While talking he was walking to the door and he took a pause, "... it's not wrong to dream. However you need to be realistic kid" those were the last words All Might said to me as he left the roof to turn in the villain I assume. There was really no point in staying on the roof.
The walk home was slow, I needed to process everything that happened. A villain attacked me, then All Might showed up and saved me, he showed me his weakness- he showed me his weakness! What would happen if villains got ahold of that information? They- they could KILL him! My thoughts were cut off my a explosion in the distance, a very familiar explosion . Kaccan probably tried to fight a villain, I'll check the news later I seemed less interested in watching the fight after my encounter with All Might.
I unlocked the door only to find my mother, Inko, curled up on the couch balling her eyes out watching the news. "OH IZUKU YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED TO KASUKI" she ran over practically falling as I walked into the house. The slime villain almost killed kacchan. Kacchan almost died and the hero's could only watch until All Might showed up. They did NOTHING.
It was all too much, everything was happening at once. It was overwhelming. I ran to my room and just sat there, All Might was just STARRING at me! "You need to be realistic" his words played in a loop as I tried to cry myself to sleep so I could forget everything that happened. It all needed to disappear.
I need to get out. My breath was uneven, my mannerisms and movement became sharp and jagged. Tearing the posters down in a state of pure panic and desperation. Figures to pencils I destroyed it. I couldn't handle his face. He was just STARING at me!
Eventually my destruction slowed down, I found myself in the middle of the room surrounded by chaos rocking back and forth and pulling at my hair.
"Izuku?" The door slowly opened to reveal a very worried Inko. "Is everything ok sweetie?" She slowly starting approaching me as if I were a rabid animal ready to attack. Sitting down to be at my level she started talking again. "Izuku what's going on" tears were streaming down both our faces and I tried to muster up a voice.
"P-please leave" She paused for a few seconds, only to speak again with a desperate low voice "Before I can do that I need you to promise me something... I can't leave in good conscious as your mother until you promise me you won't hurt yourself or others"
"I-I promise"
Liar
She sighed and got up "I'm trusting you Izuku. Don't make me regret that."
She started walking to the door and stopped for a moment. "I love you, please know I do." And with that she left.

Idk if ima finish this but I prob will if y'all want me too ~O