I wish I didn't let her go. I wish I had forgiven her for what she did to me and moved ahead together without breaking anyone's heart. Only if I had taken the blame she put on me and let her accuse me for what I didn't do, maybe, we'd still be together. For all that I have left of her is her pictures which remind me of the memories we had created together. Although it's been more than a month now, yet I can't get over her. But it didn't even take her two weeks to go and replace me. Maybe I was not good enough for her...maybe she deserved better....Maybe letting her go was a good decision? I have never been more numb my entire life. I regret ever letting her in my life, I regret sharing everything with her. Only if I knew things would turn out this way, I would never have started a chapter of my life with her. I felt so overwhelmed by her and yet so empty. I just hope to find someone who will help me get over this emptiness. Or maybe I just don't deserve a life.
