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Both of them arrived at Kaeya's room, Kaeya then sitten on the side of his bed while crossing his hand in front of him.
"Strip." He order.
She remain silent while kept standing on her feet, buried her eyes in tears, and fidgeting her finger.
"Ha... You never learn aren't you??" He scoffed and stand up from his seat to undo her clothes one by one.
"Sir Kaeya please, i won't want this, it hurt. I'm so sorry, I've made a big mistake, please forgive me..." she beg on her knees while griping her hand's on her fiance lower pants.
"Open your mouth you slut." He ignore her again and started to do what he wanting to do, rape her again.

The room filled with only cry noise of a helpless girl, and a very dirty stuff sound inside it that it can drove everyone to madness in anytime.
(Lisa Are you a virgin or something? It's always bleeding.) Drunk kaeya though.
"Ughh! Sir-- Kaeya-- please stop~! It hurt-- please!! Ahh!! No! Please, stop it!! I didn't want this!!" She beg on her painful tears.
"Stop yelling you bitch!!" He shout louder as he slap her bright red butt till it leaves hand mark on it.
"I--- uff!-- hate you-- so much-- i hate you--" she cussed moment before she passed out from dehydration.

Kaeya pov.
Morning Arrived, i woking up 1st before her on my side. I look around with spinning head from my drunk session last night in tavern. I open my blanket just to see many blood scattered around my mattress sheets that lead straight to my fiance wherebout along with her own fluid, she still look trembling in her slept not from cold of course.
(I did it again, i rape her again while I'm drunk. I didn't even remember what happen after I went home from tavern, i hurt her again. Should I apologies this time? But Wait, why should I care? It's none of my business anyway.) I got up and straight wash myself from all sweat etc.

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"Oh you're up already, what's up with that look? You didn't went to work today? What a useless woman." I tease her while sitting on the dining table waiting for her to finish her cooking.
"...I-- i didn't feel good lately, i haven't had a blink of sleep for 2 weeks straight, I'll take my rest for 1 or 2 days straight to go to the doctor in Liyue. I'll be prepared for the breakfast today in no time, please wait for A bit sir Kaeya." She smiled at me with trembling voice. I want to tease her again that way, and played with her more, was it wrong? No way it was, it's just teasing.
"What You went there for? Just stay here and don't go anywhere."
"..." She didn't answer nor looking back at me unlike usually, being a very fast response. Her body kept sway around as if she can't balance herself.

The breakfast has ready, she plate the food in front of me 1st and prepare everything I need, her eyebags seems very dark around it telling me she mean what she just said to me.
"Hey, you good--" her weak body finally gave up on her, she then collapse with nosebleed running from her nose, her body felt so cold right now, as if she was stayed all day in dragon spine. I jump from my seat and acting fast sending her to the church to get treated ASAP, whenever she got sick like this, Barbara always show me a very sad expression but never told me the real deal at all as if she was hiding something from me.

After a while, Barbara finally went out from her examination room, again with sad look but now my fiance is also tag alongside her. "You still wanna go to Liyue? I'll take you ther--"
"It's alright sir Kaeya, I'm fine now, see? I'm all healed ☺️, thanks to our sister Barbara again."
"But miss are you sure you don't wanna tell the cavalry captain about this?" Barbara whisper as if I didn't hear it, what are they talking about i wonder??
"It's alright, I'll tell them myself when the time has finally come." She answered with satisfy smile. We then went home with chat at all, i really wanna ask her how she's going right now but, i have no right to ask he that didn't i? I want to hold her hand, making sure it's warm and not cold anymore.
"I'm sorr--"
"Sir Kaeya, i need to tell you something really important right now. So please listen to me carefully, cause i won't repeat myself ever again." She turn around facing me with serious face and voice.
"Make it fast i need to work." I said with curious tone. She took a deep breath and pulled out something shiny from her long skirt side pocket.
"I finally also able to gain a vision, it's electro." She said while looking at it with shiny eyes, she rub it with care before putting it back to her pocket, when was that appears?? I never seen her using her vision before.
"Congrats?" I chuckle.
"Thanks, but There's a problem that i have to face starting now." She grip hold her vision in her palm.
"Trouble?? You can't control it? Lisa can tea--"
"I will die soon, if I use my vision on the battle again, this thing will cut off my life immediately, I've hiding this vision behind you Ever since the 1st time you rape me. I was really scared that night, and we were outside the house doing it, after you done what you did and you went off to the house, then this vision appears in front of me. Shining bright as i 1st time saw you." She describe everything thing, i had no idea that i have impact her life this much, i hurt her but she still stayed with me all this year, for a scum like me? This woman?

"I--- i don't know what to say, i-i have create so much sin to you, I'm always hurt you, but why you kept stay by my side? I'm a jerk but you still allowed me to enter your life as if it's nothing!" I yelled my heart out.
"Do i need any reason to love you? No matter how much you sinned me, ruin me, hurt me, i just believe myself that One day, you'll love me back the same way as i do to you☺️ cause i love you sir Kaeya." She held my hand with her vision in between our palm. I held her back very tight and place it in front of my teary eyes, my vision also shining from all this mixed emotions.
"I'm so sorry to treat you like that this whole time, I'm so sorry, it's all my fault. Hit me, do what ever you want to me, i deserves every hate you gave me." I never felt really guilty before Not even on crepus death day, never once in my life but this, this is make me felt very ashamed of my own self. Of all i did to her.
"I didn't deserve to be loved by someone like you in my life, I'm a jerk who even---"
"How about we date?? We never date before didn't we? Let's do it now!😄 Where shall we go 1st sir Kaeya? But you said that you need to go to work today, maybe tomorrow?😅" She try to change the topic. I can't stand her smile, i didn't deserve it all, her love and affection.
"It's alright, i probably gonna stay on my room with piles of paper work to do, i can to it later, now is our time, I'll told Jean about this for a moment, you go first to good Hunter okkay. I'll be there soon." I told her the things.
"I see, fine, I'll be waiting for you again there, make sure you came okkay?☺️" She let go my hand 1st and went off ahead me with unsatisfied face. I wanna pay her head, and told them I'll be fast, but she back away slap my hand with reflect, she then apologies to me repeatedly tho I said it's alright. I was the one who is wrong in here, when is she apologies to me?
"I'll head out now, okkay? Don't worry, i won't make you wait for a very long time again." I hide my hands on my back.
"Yes, sir Kaeya." She smiled as we depart our direction.

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"Sir Kaeya over here!😄" She called out my name from her seat with apple stew, steak, and so on. We then din together outside, walk to wind rise, and travel around the dragon spine to bother albedo who is in the middle of his research. Well yes, he yeet some bottles of failed potion towards me as expected. We continue to walk around it till night had show it nose to the world. Lastly, we went to starnotch cliff, to see the constellation.
"That one star there, looks like a goat." She pointed out the constellation.
"And that one looks like a primogems, just like my eyes😆." I continue as both of us chuckle together under the clear and peace sky, the very moment indeed.
"I love you sir Kaeya." She hand over me her vision while resting her head on my lap.
"Promise, I'll try my best to love you back from now on too." The vision start smoking minutes after i spoke those words.
"I can't wait to hear that reply soon-- my-- love---" her vision set a flame on my palm moment after she spoke those words she went still that it drives me to my worriedom, i rush to the city while still bridal style her to the cathedral, her vision turn grey-- more like an empty vision vasel.
I'm waiting, and waiting till the next day and come to greet me.
(I fell asleep here.) I rub my eyes.
I woke up just to see Barbara already shed tears in front of me, she's didn't tell me everything yet, but I know it already, my baby has gone from my life forever and she won't came back ever again to me. 

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'Sir Kaeya you've home!' Those words will never gonna greet me again when I came back home from today on, it's just been hours since her burial, but i missed her warmth already.
"Years we've became a couple. It took you many-many years to love me but only in 1 day and night, you put spell on me to make me fall in love with you, and suddenly leave me all alone afterwards flowing with the time." I regret everything I've done to her, i want to love her now, i want to atone all my sin to her, but it's all was just too late for me to do so. She's gone, and my promise to her, will forever never gonna reach her.

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