𝙰𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚊 𝚙.𝚘.𝚟:
"AICHA IAN GO TELL U NO MO TO GET YO TRIFLIN ASS UP"
I sighed hearin the screamin of my poor excuse of a motherSee my mom an dad were deeply in love with each other my nigga u couldn't tell them shit
But when my mom got pregnant with me my dad started cheatin an he left my mom to start a new family with someone else
I noticed my mom never liked me when I turned 4 she would always bully me an say slick shit
She never tells me she loves me or anything
She started doin drugs an drinkin when I turned 7 so she be high or drunk all the fuckin time
She always says everything bad that happens to her is because of me
Like nah sis dat man left cuz yo pussy weak df
Anyway let's get back to the story
"Ok I'm up"I mumbled walkin to my bathroom
I started doin all my hygiene stuff
After I was done I walked out an started puttin on my lotion an oils
Then I put on my clothes an sprayed some perfume
After I was done with everything I grabbed my book bag an let out a shaky sighNervous to go downstairs with my mother
I walked out my room slowly I shut my door an made my way to the kitchen
I was finna hurry an make some cereal till my mom stopped me
"U ain't finna eat shit till yo ass give me that money from yo pay check so u better eat school"My mom said
I nodded an made my way out the house walkin to my bus stop
Now I'm extra nervous cuz today is my first day of Senior year but that's not the only reason
See I get picked on in school because of my skin color it started when I was in elementary
Well really it started wit my mom she always says it's another reason my dad left
The more people bashed me about bein dark skinned the more I started to hate myself
But it's always been the same four boys that make it like they live to bully me
Isaiah,Kayden,Tyson, and Lavaris
I jus know ima have a class with one of them if not all
The bus came an the door opened I slowly started walkin down the hallway of the bus ignorin the horrible stares I got
I found a seat all the way at the back an sat in it
"Is it jus me or every time I see her she get darker"I heard someone say makin everyone on the bus laugh