Conan Gray Imagines

[1] 𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕙 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕓𝕖𝕣.

(a/n) this is way too dramatic and unrealistic I've always been horrible at writing, sorry guys ;-; this is kinda sad (well more like intended to be sad but ended up being a piece of trash) only Conan pov bc I'm lazy. kinda motivated by the great gatsby lol

trigger warning : violence, alcohol

Conan pov

"Hey, dude. My girlfriend asked me to give you this." I just got an invitation to a party held by Noel, the richest and most obnoxious dude in the whole school. The only thing he has is a lot of money and an empty brain. Well, that's not actually the only reason I hate him. It seems that somehow, he's dating the prettiest and smartest, most brilliant girl in the world, y/n, who is my crush for 2 years.

Y/n and I first met in high school. I instantly fell in love with that beautiful straight black hair and soft dark skin. She is a typical extrovert, unlike me, who was the introverted nerd who doesn't have any friends except for y/n. We became very close friends, and shared a lot together. I thought her closest friend was me, but now it was clear that I was mistaken about that.

I hated to go to that stupid party, but since y/n is coming, I applied my best perfume and a leopard print jacket on top of a black tank top, along with a pair of jeans and my doc martens. I drove my car to a huge house where the party was being held. As I stepped out of the car, I immediately noticed y/n with her friends. She was wearing a black off shoulder top with ripped jeans.

I stared at her for seconds before saying hello to her. "Hey, y/n." "Oh, hey Conan! You look wonderful today." "T-Thanks, you look amazing too." My face immediately began to turn red as I complimented her outfit too. Her black hair was covering bits of her bare shoulder, revealing parts of tan skin. The street lights reflected on her glossy cheek, making her face to glow.

I entered the huge mansion, which was a whole bunch of chaos. Toilet paper rolled on the floor, soaked with cheap liquor. Red plastic cups were stacked on the corner, and people were pouring alcohol into their mouths, literally nobody was sober except for me. After a couple minutes, I noticed y/n walking to me in a weird way, stumbling while leaning her head on my shoulder. "Y/n? What's wrong?" Then, I noticed that she fell asleep. She smelled like alcohol, and I could tell that she was completely drunk. I slowly went to the dark blue couch, being very careful.

As I laid her head on the couch and stood up to get her some water, she caught me by surprise by grabbing my arm. "Conan...can't you stay...?" "Y/n, you're too drunk. I'll get you some cold water, that will help." "Oh, Conan, please don't leave me alone." y/n started to sob, crystal tears falling down her cheek. "Are you okay, y/n? Why are you crying?" "I-I like you...and I can't tell you that." After saying that, she plopped down on the couch and fell asleep right away.

It was a bittersweet feeling. I would kiss her beautiful lips right away if she was sober, but something just doesn't feel right about doing that when she's totally drunk. After a couple hours, I whispered "I like you too, y/n." into her ear quietly. Right at that moment, y/n slowly got up. I was so surprised, I jumped and moved back. "Uh...y/n I-" "You...you like me too?" y/n asked me, blushing madly.  "I- how did you hear that?" "Well...I..." she sighed, and continued. "I was actually sober when I- I confessed to you. I was just too embarrassed to tell you that.

My heart was pounding as I found out that she actually likes me. "But- aren't you dating Noel right now?" Her face darkened, and she told me that Noel has been abusing her since they dated, and she was forced to date him because he threatened to kill her friends. (OOF-) "I wish we could just run away, you and I." She murmured as she dropped her head on my lap. Just then, we heard a booming voice. "Y/n, let's go!!" It was Noel. 'So he just had  to ruin this. Y/n and I were actually having a great time.' I thought to myself. 

"Y/n, what are you doing with him?" Noel stomped towards us, his large face reddened with anger as he yanked y/n's wrist. Then, he hit her cheek really hard. "I told you not to hang out with him." Y/n just stood there, her black eyes glistening with teardrops. "Stop, Noel!" I cried out. He pushed me to the floor, making me hit my head on a table. I was seeing stars in front of me. Y/n was so terrified that she collapsed on the ground. I could feel the blood on my head.

I was getting unconscious, my head ringing with Noel's distorted voice and y/n's voice. Wait, y/n? "You can't do this to me everyday, Noel. I'm TIRED of you, I can't stand you. I hate it when you call me 'hun', it makes me wanna vomit!" "So, you're hanging with that jerk instead of me?" "I love him, I can't...I can't be your girlfriend anymore. I loved him for 2 years, long before you even knew me." Wait, y/n liked me for 2 years? She liked me since we first met?

She yanked her hand free and raced to me. "Are you okay, Conan?" She asked worriedly. "Hah, you two are a bunch of jerks. Y/n, If you get any closer to that Conner or something guy, I swear I'll do the same thing I did to that jerk who was flirting with you yesterday. You know, the oor guy who got killed on that alley." Noel said in a mocking voice. 'Wait, he killed people? On purpose?' My arms were shaking at the thought that I could be dead any second. (ahhh this is getting out of control-)

Y/n looked at me, tears fell down her smooth cheek, dropping to the floor. Then, she slowly trudged back to Noel, who smirked while patting her shoulder. Then, Noel yanked y/n's clothes and pulled her lips to his, forcing a kiss. I stared in dismay as y/n walked out of the house, slightly trembling as she held Noel's hand. She turned back, then just walked out of that house, looking like she gave up trying to escape from Noel.

That was the last time I ever saw her.

well i told you it's a bad ending :P