Their secret

I don't wanna ruin you

Harley

,,I took 1000 test they all came out positive!''
I shouted at J
,,Harley you can't be pregnant!''
,,You're getting on my nerves''
Is this dude really that stupid? I rolled my eyes.
,,What if someone finds this out huh?''
I stared panicking a bit probably because I'm one of the biggest sycophants in this world I killed people and now I should have a kid? Harley Quinn with a baby? Can you imagine that?! I zoned out
,,Harley?!''
,,yes! Yes! Sorry''
J sight
,,I have to calm down''
Good luck with that puddin he's not the type that calms down he just gets more angry
,,Maybe it isn't that bad..''

Joker
What did she just said?
,,no that bad? NOT THAT BAD?!''
,,don't scream at me''
,,HARLEY WE ARE CRIMINALS! THIS THING WOULD'NT BE ALLOWED TO DO ANYTHING!''
,,why not huh?''
,,WHEN SOMEONE KNOWS THAT WE ARE HAVING THIS THING-''
Before I could finish my sentence she sight.
I hate when she does that.
,,THERE GONNA USE IT AS AN WAY TO GET US'' I continued shooting at her.
,,And what should we do now huh?''

__________Month go by__________
Harley
I'm 4 month pregnant now and im doing great actually. Well Puddin is not that happy or maybe he's just scared I don't really know what's going on with him he's very distant these days. The only thing I do all day long is watching movies and waiting for puddin to come home with ice cream. I just wanna be a normal family...

Joker
,,Harls I'm home!''
,,I'm on the couch''
As always...
,,Let's watch Tarzan together''
,,Darling..''
,,Plleeaaassee mister J...''
,,Okay''
I laid next to her and we watched Tarzan for the 1000 time.
,,Puddin?''
,,Yes?''
,,Why are you like this?''
,,Like what?''
I know exactly what she's gonna say next
,,It's just that you- uh''
,,What? Harley spit it out''
She took my hand and laid it on her stomach
I felt a kick
,,Did you felt that?''
She asked me while she had the biggest smile on her face
It kicked again
I uncontrolled started smiling
,,You're smiling.''
,,I- uhm- It was a long day im gonna go upstairs!''
I pulled my hand away from her stomach and went upstairs

Harley
He smiled... maybe my illusion is not that far away from the future.
Why is he so stubborn I thought while rolling my eyes

Joker
That thing is my blood I should love it like I love harls ugh why is this so god damn complicated
,,Boss?''
I heard someone say behind me. I turned around pulled out a gun and pointed at the person
,,Frost? Never sneak up to me again or You're dead.''
Frost is my right hand man who helps me with well getting things done
,,I'm sorry, Could I be honest for a minute without getting shot?''
,,Speak.''
,,You could be nicer to Harley these times.''
My blood started to boil when I heard frost saying this I mean he wasn't wrong but I don't let people tell me what to do.
,,Do Not tell me what to do or you get shoot!''
,,I'm just saying she has it hard without you, she just wants to be a family with you.''
,,DONT YOU THINK I WANT THIS TOO?!''
I screamed into his face cause I knew it was true...
,,It doesn't-''
,,Shut up and get out of here when you wanna keep your head.''
,,Sure boss''
He stepped out of the room.
I'm gonna ruin this child...Like I ruin everything... like my parents ruined me

Harley
Why are they screaming up their?
,,Frost?''
,,Yes?''
,,Why were you and J screaming up their?''
,,Everything's alright I just told him something he didn't wanted to hear.''
Ugh I wanna know what.
,,what was it?''
I asked him with my puppy face
,,Harley don't ask questions''
,,Ugh fine''
I rolled my eyes
After frost went out of the room I went upstairs to talk to J
,,Puddin?''
I said quietly while coming in the room. He was sitting on our bed with his hands on his head.
He didn't see me, I sat next to him
,,Don't sneak up to me.''
He said without looking at me.
,,What's wrong?''
I didn't get an answer he just kept staring at the ground.
I laid my head on his shoulder
,,Stop that.''
He said with his voice that sounds angry and sad at the same time.
,,Puddin...I know it's hard for you-''
,,STOP IT HARLEY!''
He screamed while standing up
,,I'm sorry''
I answered with a quiet voice
He wanted to go out of the room but I grabbed his hand
,,Puddin just talk too me!''
,,NO! HARLEY IM GONNA RUIN THIS CHILD!''
,,You're what?''
,,IM GONNA RUIN THIS CHILD LIKE I ALWAYS RUIN EVERYTHING! LIKE I RUINED YOU''
,,You didn't ru-''
,,OFC I DID WE SHOULD HAVE NEVER FALLEN IN LOVE!''
This sentence from him actually broke my heart in 1000 peace's not cause it was true because he sounded like he never did before he screamed at me but with this tone...
,,Puddin-''
,,No Harley listen-''
I interrupted him
,,No NO YOURE GONNA LISTEN TO ME! YOU MEAN THE GOD DAMN WORLD TO ME OKAY?! I DONT KNOW WHY YOU DONT GET THAT IN YOUT STUPID HEAD!''
I screamed everything I always wanted to tell him but never could.
,,Harley we are not meant for each other''
,,OH? NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER?! PUDDIN I NEVER LOVED SOMEONE LIKE I LOVE YOU. I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE THAN YOU!''
His face dropped after I told him that.
I ran out of the room
,,HARLEY WAIT!''