Should've Let Go

𝕋ℍ𝔸𝕋'𝕊 𝔽𝕆ℝ 𝕐𝕆𝕌 𝕋𝕆 𝔽𝕀ℕ𝔻 𝕆𝕌𝕋.

"M-Mark knew?" I gasped in surprise.

"Well, yeah. Why do you think Mark calls you Jackson's better half?!?"

"Well, I thought he just say that coz Jackson and I are best friends and we're like attached to our hips since we were kids."

"Listen, Mark knew you liked his brother...and don't worry, he didn't say anything to Jackson coz he said that's your story to tell. He just said that he wish you can tell his brother soon before it's too late."

I hang my head low and mumbled, "it is too late."

"Huh? Did you just say it's too late? Oh my gosh, Park Jinyoung. You are unbelievably frustrating...how can you say that?"

"Jackson has someone special already, that's why!"

My brother laughed so loudly that I gave him a confused look. "It's not funny, you know?"

"It is! Look, was this about Gyeomie's question? Did you know that Jackson answered him after? Too bad you were so dramatic that you missed it!"

"He did?!? So....what did he say?!?"

"Hmmmm, that's for you to find out" he got up and ruffled my hair. I pouted and shoved his hand away. He chuckled and left my room.

He answered it. Do I really want to know? Operation: time to butter up Park Yugyeom!

I got up from my bed and get ready for the day. I went downstairs to have breakfast with when I saw my little brother was sitting at the table by himself.

"Morning my adorable not so little brother!" I gently pinched his cheek and sat down beside him."

"What's gotten into you? You scaring me."

"Why? I can't be nice to my baby brother?"

"Ummm, no. You never nice to me....and besides whenever you act this nice...I ended up doing something stupid. So, spill"

"I'm hurt! You're always nice to Jaebeom hyung but savage with me...I just want to be close to you."

"Really, hyung?!? You really want me to believe that? Honestly, what do you want, hyung? Bambam will be here soon."

"Fine! I heard from Jaebeom hyung that Jackson answered your question?"

"Boom! I knew it! It's about Jackson as usual. You should've stayed if you want to know the answer."

"I-I...was tired."

"Yeah right. You were jealous, hyung. You two are so dense. Jaebeom hyung, Mark and I can see it....I don't know why you two can't."

"You knew too? Fine! I'm....you're right I was jealous. Ok? Now, are Jackson and that Youngjae a couple?"

"As I said, if you wanted to know that, you should've stayed last night instead of getting so overly dramatic about it" Yugyeom got up as soon as he heard the doorbell.

"Please....Gyeom, I ne-"

He stopped me mid-sentence, "If I tell you, what you gonna do about it, hyung?"

"I-I....don't know." I lowered my head and stared at my plate.

Yugyeom sighed and opened the door, "hey, Bam...one sec....Jinyoung hyung? All I can say is...stop being a coward. Be brave for once..before it's too late. Fighting!" I whipped my head to look at Yugyeom. My younger brother smiled softly at me as he left and closed the door.

My little brother was right. Be brave. Fighting, Jinyoung. Those words gave me hope. Hope that's all I need...for now.

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