Liam knocked on my door but I ignored him. I rather not hear anything he has to say.
He came in and sat on my bed while I texted my friend.
"Emma please just give us a chance.
I swear as soon as we found out we kicked her out and headed for you".
I gave him a frown.
"its a little to late now. Over three years late to be exact. Just leave me alone, please".
He sighed and stayed on my bed watching me. So fucking annoying.
I gave him a look but he ignored it.
His hand reached out and traced over my shoulder like he use to. I recoiled and stood up.
"don't touch me Liam. You ruined whatever love I had for you siding with that fucking slut".
He sighed and got up advancing on me. Yanking me to him he went to kiss me but I slapped him.
Hell no.
"not interested buddy. That ship sailed a long time ago. I have a boyfriend".
Well I did but that ended.
Total lie but he didn't have to know that.
He gave me a sad look and left.
Josh came in and I groaned in annoyance.
"can't y'all just leave me the hell alone. Go back home Josh and never come back".
He sighed but walked up to me and pulled me into his arms. The hug wasn't as comforting like it use to and I remained still. I didn't hug back or loosen up. I went stiff and emotionless.
"hug me Emma".
I couldn't.
He backed up and looked down at me. He looked so hurt but I didn't care. They hurt me over three years ago and my heartbreak never mended.
"Emma please forgive us".
I looked up at him and shuddered.
" I died a long time ago and feelings don't exist to me anymore. Forgiveness is something you won't find here. I wish you would of killed me. It would of been better then suffering like I have. Mom has been so miserable here away from all of you. Please just get out".
Tears filled his eyes.
"Emma please just come back. Grandma is sick and doesn't have long. I would of never killed you thats why you were sent away".
I wiped a worthless tear.
"yeah well the pain of being alone and betrayed is worse then death.
I can't love anyone thanks to all of you. Death would of ended my pain and heartache".
He went to touch me but I backed up.
"just get out of my room. I need to think".
I needed a good cry but with all of them here I couldn't yet. I wiped my face and locked my door.
Stripping I went to shower and get into my sleep stuff. Sleep was what I needed and tomorrow I would be alone to dwell in misery.
I hope they never come back.
