Desired Reality: Marvels' Loki

I Didn't Mean To

So apparently 2020 was normal considering what I'm living through right now. Im sure by now if you have a tiktok account then you've probably come across where people have learned to enter other realities. Most call them Desired Realities since you can insert yourself into a universe of your choosing, and can write down aka script things about it before you go in. Well, Id never shifted into a DR before; sure I've astral projected before but there's a difference between the two. I didn't even totally believe it until I decided to try it for shits and giggles.

What I didn't know was that the same night this happened, would be the night part of the ceiling caved in above my head and landed on me which put me in a coma. You can probably see where this is going but in case you can't, let me spell it out for you. I ended up in a DR where all movie, TV and book realities are all combined and now I'm living in the Avengers compound while my cell phone has the Winchester's phone numbers which includes their found family; and a direct line to the TARDIS. Back in my reality I'm a witch, but I'm not going around turning people into frogs or throwing them through buildings; but here I'm so much more. I just haven't figured out how much more yet. The Winchesters and our beloved characters that deserved better are alive and well, as if the show ended right after everyone and I mean everyone was brought back. As for the Avengers, the whole Thanos thing and all that happened but when Tony used the stones and defeated Thanos for good, he brought everyone they'd lost back and managed not to die thanks to his suit having decided it just didn't feel like letting him go that easily.

Now I have my own bedroom in the Avengers compound where the Guardians of the Galaxy also have their own rooms for when they visit, and every other marvel hero either has a room in case they need it or has Tony on speed dial. But there's a twist. Loki is alive and lives in the room next door to me while Natasha is across the hall with Clint in the room next to hers. I'm a queer girl plagued by anxiety and have hardly spoken to anyone let alone them since being moved in after Tony healed from his Thanos related injuries. Okay, more like Wade Wilson had dragged my unconscious "dummy thiccc" (his words not mine) ass to their front door and annoyed them into unlocking it and letting him in. According to Banner, I was unconscious for a week before waking in what's become my bedroom. Everyone had worked in shifts to watch over me while i was unconscious; even Wade and Loki, but since nobody wanted to completely trust them they hadn't been allowed to watch me alone. Spidey got paired with Wade (the kid's 18 so Tony couldn't pull the minor card while Wade flirted relentlessly) and Loki got paired with literally anyone that didn't protest fast enough to being paired with him. Id made friends with Peter pretty quickly since I'm onlyba few years older than the kid, and I accidentally got him really into cosplay which led to Ned getting into it and MJ being dragged in by default. Which explains the situation I'm in at this second.

Lets make something clear, I'm 5'10 and overweight due to health problems back in my reality but i guess this reality didn't get the memo about that because now, if i didn't know any better I'd say I'm a little underweight. I guess I'm just not used to being around this weight anymore with a much flatter stomach but still having wide hips, a dummy thiccc, thanks Wade,  ass and DDs. Thankfully,  I'm still 5'10 since I would probably throw a fit if too much changed about me; but I'm thankful for the weight loss since I've been having self image issues for a while now. But at this second I'm standing in front of a full length mirror across from the hotel bedroom door and am trying to get a corset to tighten just a little more. Between Wade and MJ, a friendship nobody expected but everyone got the misfortune of being the victims of, they had managed to convince me to go as Poison Ivy; which took some convincing since I wasn't too thrilled to walk around in Loki's signature color. Thankfully paying for cosplay was a lot easier when literally everyone had access to Stark's credit cards and tailors so I spent a lot less time beating my sewing machine while making cosplay. Every year I spend a weekend at an anime convention back home but thankfully they have one only about a two and a half hour drive from the compound and literally everyone decided they wanted to come along with us when it was originally just going to be me, Peter, Ned and MJ. But even with Stark paying for everything, everyone still had to bunk with one other person since the hotel was almost completely booked with just enough rooms left for everyone to share. Stark and Steve were rooming together since Pepper wanted to stay behind with Morgan while being aided by Rhodey and get things done without our added chaos, Banner and Nat because despite the teasing and flirty glances from her I knew she probably wasn't poly and I wasn't about to get in the way of the Hulks chances to smash, Bucky and Sam, Peter and Wade much to Tony's annoyance, Wanda and Vision, Thor and Scott, Pietro and Clint, MJ and Ned. And you guessed it, Loki and me.