Vani's Love Life 18+

perdita

                               (Loss)

Bani's pov :

I feel weak , spent the past few days getting beaten by these motherfuckers , there's a constant sharp pain in my stomach and all I can think about is maybe my little family is no more , possibly dead
DEAD?

I close my eyes remembering veeranshu's vows

I choose you
To be no other than yourself
Loving what I know of you
And trusting who you will become.
I will respect and honor you always and in all ways
With you I pledge to repair
One small piece of the world
I take you to be my spouse ,
To have and to hold
In tears and in laughter
In sickness and in health
To love and to cherish
From this day forward
In this world and the next

Bleeding out on the floor ,bruised and broken , I spent the whole night getting beaten by these demons , they didn't showed any mercy toward me , simply just went for hit after hit until I went unconscious.
My thoughts are interrupted by another sharp pain piercing through my stomach and an unbearable chain of cramps overwhelmed me .
I hear someone entering the room I can tell by the foot-steps it's a female .
M: "How are you tesoro ?"
I know she's smirking
B:" better than ever "
M:" ohh really , anyways not here to get into an argument with you , go clean yourself "
I can't even open my eyes and here this CAGNA is telling me clean myself , unbelievable
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She pushed me into a bathroom , I clutch into the sink and make my way to the shower, turning on the shower the burning hot water pierced into my skin , I don't flinch or try to change the temperature,after washing myself thoroughly I run my hands through the marks and bruises that were indented over my body , I turn off the shower , as I do that I felt a sharp pain in my stomach , I let out a small yell but try my best to remain quite . Tears began to force themselves out. Looking down I notice a pool of blood leaking from my lower half , I notice the blood is coming from my vagina .
It's not period blood I know for a fact .

Wait, when was the last time I had my period??
It's been months ago

I was pregnant wasn't I ?

The dark empty pit in my stomach was first to take in the realisation that I just lost a child...my baby...
I was being mentally chocked the tears in my eyes started gushing out .
Collapsing to the cold and wet shower floor , I silently cried , suffocating my screams with my shaking hands . The pain I'm feeling right now is nothing anyone should ever have to endure.

Why me ??
What did I ever do to deserve this ?
Am I that bad of a person ??

The walls surrounding me felt as if they were closing in , ready to consume me .I was angry at myself for not being able to protect my baby,they killed my baby

I can't hold it any longer
"THEY KILLED MY CHILD"
I cried ,tears gushing out from my eyes as I choke from the pain still present in my stomach.
I deserved this pain because I wasn't strong enough to protect my child ,
I made a promise to myself and the little angel that I was deprived from being a mother too that I'll fight , I'll make everyone pay .

Pulling myself out of my toxic mind and compose myself and opened the door , and here is that suka again I swear my body is losing the bit of strength I had ,I'm brought out of my thoughts by his exasperated voice
"Your fucking useless family won't stop killing my men"
Wait what my family is Alive , my mind is finally at peace as I know that they are safe .
"I won't benefit you ,so why don't you kill me " wow so great of me suggesting him to kill me .

He chuckles and replies " No, I won't kill you, I'm going to sell your ,I can do anything just to see you in pain SISTER " he explains
He started beating me but this time I guard my stomach . After I was bruised and bleed to his satisfaction he tossed me to the side of the room and exited , I huddled up in the corner of the room like a lost child and cried . And this thought came across my mind how will I explain veeranshu about this , how will I explain him that I lost our child ,I wasn't able to protect him or her , that unborn child didn't deserved that ....

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