Second Chance *DW*

Introduction

It has been six months since the custody battle between my ex has started. He walked out on me with our girls to live with his missus's.

Ten years I devoted my life to him. I gave everything I had for him. And what does he do finds another women.

Number one tip in a relationship never date a performer, especially a magician. They become to entitled and there egos get to big.

After having kids I could no longer follow him with his shows. I stayed behind with our girls. But he took them to start a new family with her.

Separating me from them and ripping my heart into pieces, can take a toll on my mental state to the point that I was classed unfit to have my girls.

It never help that he was mentally abusive all the time in the end.

That man knew how to break anyones self confidence and self esteem. But he looks like the hero taking them. When he made me the way I am.

I am broken and lost, questioning my existence in the world now. I am no longer needed I gave up everything for him and our girls.

I have nothing to go back to I am too old to have the chance to start again. I have no skills for a proper job, only low wager type of work.

Walking out of the family courts with my lawyer, frustration surrounding us.

"It's not fair denied again" I growl in frustration. My lawyer looking equally the same.

"The judge is a ass, he can't see the damage that man did to you" he huffed.

We both growled as the man who caused all the mess walked out giving me the look that always gave me nightmares. The look of disgust.

Trying to calm down so I don't go over an punch him. I turn my back and repeat 'you are better then him' in my head. The only thought that gets me through my days.

My Mum is always concerned that i will do something stupid. Either to myself or the worlds number one wanker.

"I will never get to see my girls from the otherside of the bars for either a mental hospital or a prison" she always tells me.

Truning back to my lawyer he hands me papers. "This will be the session's of anger management and psychologist's you will need to see. Once they signed you a clean bill of mental health you can come back and organise visits with your daughter's."

"I can't believe he made them think I had anger issues compared to what he did" I grumble.

Taking the papers I nod my god byes and start to walk to the carpark.

Once getting in my car I slam my head down on the steering wheel with a groan.

My phone starts to ring know it was my mum. 'Why did I make such an obvious ring tone for her' I think as answer it.

"Hi mum" I try to sounds okay.

"You didn't succeed did you" she sounded upset. 'How does she always knows when things goes wrong.'

Most of the time I think my mum is psychic, she always know everything. I mean she knew when I lost my virginity.

Mind you I could never lie to her. She was my best friend as well as my mum.

She was never a normal mum I got into trouble in high school for skipping class while my friends graffiti. All she did was shrug at my teachers and said it my life to ruin.

She was always there for me when I needed her but she never interfered in my life unless it was necessary.

"No mum I need to go threw anger management session's plus see a psychologist before they let me near them" I explain sadly.