@lexiii thanks for the best birthday ive had in a while
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we all have 1 more day here until we leave so that night we all had fun watching movies and eating popcorn with m&ms. josh and i cuddled alot and we were just really close with eachother but it was nice and cute.
the last/next day we spent the whole day at the beach tanning and sunbathing. today was also josh and Is 6 months together.
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@lexiii happy 6 months to my best friend everrr im glad i came back to LA!! <33333
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@joshrichards happy 6 months to my best friend that finally came back to me (shes so stunning) <33
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then i scrolled through instagram and saw griffin posted this then read the comments.
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@griffinjohnson happy 6 months to my best friends lol! @addisonrae lexi always wants ice cream @user00384 goals @user80928 cute @hater83927 eww shes fat @hater1299 shes so ugly @hater83777 josh deserves better @hater538822 whys she look like a cow
i dont know why everyone is hating on me it kinda makes me sad.
after an hour of crying by myself in the bathroom i got dressed into sweats and joshs big sweatshirt. im not gonna lie but in the shower i cut myself and i just wanted to cry and cry more. ughhhh i am fat they arent wrong .
dix- hey lexi come on were gonna go in the hot tub
lex- i dont wanna go
char- come on you took so long by yourself
avani- yeah itll be fun
so i got this swimsuit on and put joshs hoodie over it.
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then walked out to be face to face with josh.
josh- hey are you ok?
lex- yeah
i said as i looked down then walked away but he gently grabbed my arm as i winced in pain
josh- woah sorry did you get hurt
i grabbed my arm back as i said
lex- no im fine
josh- obviously you arent dont lie to me
lex- okay im just a little sad because people are so mean saying im fat but they arent wrong
josh- you arent fat babe your so beautiful. lemme see your arm tho
lex- no
then he grabbed my arm and rolled up my sleeve.
josh- omg babe im sorry i wasnt there to hold you lets wrap this up and cuddle okay
i started crying i dont even know why and he just picked me up bridal style and carried me to my room.
lex- babe im sorry
i said as he cleaned my arm
josh- hey its okay lets just cuddle and go to sleep. i love you
