𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗 | 𝙹𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝙷𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚛

part 24

i can forgive him a million times but i can only trust him once :/

i woke up feeling hands around my waist and when i remembered everything that happened last night man i made myself give in uhh anyway i flutter my eyes open being met by icy blue ones

btw we have clothes on and yes we may have done the dirty but we may not speak of it

nai: how long have you've been staring creep
jaden: about 5 minutes
he says and chuckles
nai: hmm still a creep
jaden: that's not what you were saying last night
i glare at him
jaden: okay okay i'm sorry but it's true
nai: yeah yeah imma shower and you should go before they get suspicious
he nods putting his shoes on

i get up along with him walking him to the door luckily no one was awake yet to i said bye and went to go shower yep that's exactly what i did

i hop in the shower and stand under the water for about 10 minutes thinking about everything

honestly i'm so confused right now all those feeling i had for him are still here but i just don't know

what he did really hurt me and i can't let him back in that easily it's hard seeing him and not picturing that night in my head ahhhhh i freaking hate love it's so complicated

i finish showering stepping out putting my clothes on which consists of an oversized purple drew hoodie which i stole from nessa and black nike pro shorts i mean you can't even see the shorts the hoodie comes down to almost my knees

i go change the sheets to my bed kinda disgusted in thinking of what i did last night

i make my way down seeing the girls scattered around the house ehhh they are probably hung over

i walk to the kitchen seeing it's 1pm

i decided to be nice and make the girls pancakes i start making the batter yatatata

once i was done i went to the living room and woke up most of the girls well by most i mean all

nai: wake up hoes!!
anna: go away
sab: i'm tired
addi: my head hurts
charli: good morning!!
she probably didn't drink i thought
dix: shut up
lauren: too loud
avani: shhhhh
amelie: no
emma: it's so early
dev: the sun it's so...
cynthia: bright
riley: good thing i didn't drink last night
eva: well lucky you
madi: i hate parties
ness: is that my hoodie

nai: maybe now get up i made pancakes
anna: fooooodddd!

they all ran to the kitchen soon regretting it making their head pound more

they soon were eating the food

i got some pain reliever from the cabinet putting it in from of them

anna: sooo
she says looking at me
nai: what?
sab: what do you mean what you know last night how'd it go
nai: average i guess
anna: so i don't have to kill him yet
nai: nope not yet

i told them how it went except for the part where i slept with him that's a conversation for next time

i soon ate some pancakes only to go throw it up you might be wondering are you pregnant!!!

nope i'm not this has been happening lately my stomach just doesn't what to contain food especially in the morning i always throw up or feel like throwing up i mean it's getting better now i guess

i make my way to my bed flopping on it

eva: NAI THERES SOMEONE HERE FOR YOU
nai: uhhh SEND THEM UP PLEASE