The past

Untitled Part 1

I love you crazy one

I loved you like a son

I hope you can forgive me

You more than anyone

I failed

I'm so sorry

Protecting you I can't see

How that mission could be

Ever entrusted with me

Truly

Is it wrong to want relief?

For all the pain to end?

Is my self of such disgrace

I must go back again?

This fool still asks forgiveness

I just don't like my choices

Cuz even if you see my side

It may not stop the voices

The vipers got em eh?

Oh well

He fell

You tried

And now you have your final proof

You live and bleed for lies

Yet you think

You'll see the day

That's trapped in days gone by

At least you are a funny joke

And that's you're value

"high"

OOH!

What if?

What if he's fine?

And you are just

Far out of line

The time you take to open up

Instead of well guessed cool off time

Ends up implanting further harm

Due to mistaken crime

Aww man!

Oh no!

The answer won't show

Till you go on back there

Grow some balls! go!

Until then I'll be here

Until then

Woe

But after that I promise

To stop all future harm

At least as long as you believe

You did all that could be done

Took care of what could be disarmed

To hard?

I don't know what to say

Or what should be done

I just know you've shown me

Damage I can't stomach

I find regret in this

I look about as weak as I can be

But my life just turned around

I just want to be happy

I hope if not now then one day

You'll find it worthwhile to join me

Sorry