Back and forth|Jxdn

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What are your parents going to say when they see your state huh?" And all he needed to say was that exact sentence for me to open the door and get out of that damned car.

"Who do you think you fucking are telling me what to do?! And I'm an adult i can take care of myself very well so thank you for the fucking concern" i spit in aggression , my voice holding a lot of sarcasm at the end. He steps out of the car and what i see in front of me makes my throat dry all the sudden, Adam had the same dark look on his face that I've seen so many times in the past that held so much rage in it, his jaw was tensed and his fists were clenched keeping them to his sides thank god.

God knows what these hands are capable of

"So you're comfortable acting like a slut and you're mad I'm warning you that what you're doing is wrong?!" He says through clenched teeth, walking towards me until he's standing in front of me, practically hovering over me, in this dead road.

"A slut?! Is that what you call freedom in your dictionary?" I spit in utter disgust, I have never in my life been so disgusted by someone like i am right now.

"Drinking around and sleeping with a guy in the same bed is not freedom!" He yells.

"I like him okay!? and you have no saying in anything i do s- " and that was it until i felt a harsh contact with my left cheek, making my head swing to the right, I could feel the heat rise to my cheek as i felt the burn from the slap i just received. I turn my head to look back at him as a tear betrays me and rolls down my cheek, and all I could see is the old Adam.

The abusive Adam.

*flashback*

"Where the fuck have you been?!" He yelled stomping all the way towards me through the empty basketball field. The look of fury in his eyes sent me warning signals from three meters away that i should just run.

But i was too in love with him to run

"Baby I'm sorry i was just mad s-she ke- " And before I could even explain myself his fist flew to my right jaw making me fall on the dirty ground, the pain was unbearable I couldn't even dare touch my jaw from how bad it felt, i shut my eyes tight trying to hold on and not breakdown in front of him, trying to steady my shaky breath.

"Look at me" he demanded coldly, i shock my head slightly scared of moving my head and causing much more pain that im already feeling physically

And mentally

"I SAID LOOK AT ME GODDAMMIT!" He shouted at the top of his lungs, making me flinch as I open my eyes slowly to look at him, i started moving slowly trying to build up all the courage i had to stand up again on my feet to face the monster i call a boyfriend.

"Do you have any idea what you have done?!" He shouted as I was back on my feet.

I stay silent, trying to avoid any eye contact as much as i can but miserably failing when he grabs my forearms harshly making me flinch as his fingers dig into my skin from above the sweater. I wince in pain as he presses harder and starts shouting again.

"I looked like a fool when my girlfriend ran off for no damn reason!" He shouted in my face, causing it to spontaneously turn to the side to avoid his spit covering my face.

"T-they w-were making......m-making me uncomfortable" I stuttered trying to get my words out but that only seems to make him even more furious. He started laughing bitterly that it caused my body to goosebump and the hair on my neck to stand, causing me to shiver.

"Uncomfortable?" He spits and it's like he was actually asking me so I nodded cautiously.

"Well next time don't come along if you don't like my friends" and with that he let me go as I stumbled backwards to balance my body. He can't be serious, he's the one who demanded my presence. I watched as he walked away leaving me in the old, rusty basketball field as the sky started to roar gesturing for a soon to happen storm, the sky is covered in dark clouds that the air becomes thick and everything looks grey.