Back and forth|Jxdn

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I love my parents but they're so judgmental and it really irritates me how they act in front of people i like, whether they like them or not and they admire Adam though, I don't blame them they don't know my past with him and he just looks like the golden boy i fell in love last year.

He nods his head slowly before speaking up,

"Okay.....we'll leave in ten minutes" he says softly making me respond with a nod before he walks to his room, i sigh softly looking at abby how gives me a slight smile.

"I will be at sway tonight, they're are having a party tonight and noah wants me there" she pauses analyzing my features "if you need anything just call me yeah?" She said softly pulling me into her arms as a warm embrace.

Why do i feel like I'm going to fight at a war?

"Okay" I reply softly before pulling away, she flashes me a smile before i turn around and walk back to my room.

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I roll down the car window, letting my head pop out of it as the cool November breeze hits my face giving me chills from how cold it is.

Winter is coming up and im more than ready, it's such a delicate season with rain every two days, it's a really beautiful feeling to stand under the rain and let it soak you from head to toe. I would kill to live in a place were rain never ends, it's just a beautiful sight to see water everywhere around me and The beautiful sound of raindrops hitting my bedroom window and racing down till they reach the end of the frame.

"I think it will rain today" adam speaks up making my head turn to look at him over my shoulder, we have been in this awkward silence for the past forty minutes, since we got in the car but I didn't bother thinking about it because i was too busy admiring the grey tainted sky, it was still evening but the sky was pretty dark due to the rain planning on falling soon.

I don't mind though.

"Yeah it will i can feel it" i smile softly causing him to give me a soft smile before I turn my head back to the window.

It took me all the courage i had to pop my head out of the window but this time getting my arms out as well, just wanting to feel free for once.

"What are you doing!" Adam whisper shouts as I proceeded to get my upper half out of the window.

"Relax" i laugh lightly, i was feeling finally happy, like i have zero issues put on my shoulders but it was soon cut off by adam grabbing my upper thigh with his right hand, the one he wasn't using to drive, pulling me down into the seat, propping me down and rolling the window up with the button he had on his drivers car.

"Why did you do that?" I ask extremely annoyed at his action, i do appreciate his concern but i can take care of myself and obviously I don't like people telling me what to do.

"You were going to fall" he said looking at me like im insane.

"For once let me do something without you controlling my actions" i huff, how can someone turn your mood 180 degrees in three minutes?! It's unbelievable.

"Old Emily would have never done such thing, weren't you scared of getting your head out of the car window because of your carsickness? What happened?" he taunted me, this sentence just got my blood starting to boil, I hate how he criticizes my every move.

"Don't pull this 'old Emily' crap!" I say sternly in all seriousness. Suddenly he hits the brakes making my body jolt to the front of the car and back into my seat, thank god i was wearing my seatbelt.

"What the hell is wrong with you!" I yell.

"No! What the hell is wrong with you? Ever since i came here and I've noticed a different version of you! Turning off your phone when going out, hanging with an inked asshole, going out to parties, hanging out with a bunch of dumbasses that call it a job being 'TikTokers'!You've changed a lot and I'm really disappointed in you