Broken Promises | Oikawa. T x reader|

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I'm backkkkkkkkk

I was nervous getting ready for school today but excited at the same time. I didn't know how today was going to go considering me and oikawa soft launched over instagram yesterday. I know we would get looks because of the fact that people already suspected that we dated even though we were just best friends. There would be chatter, and stares, nothing I'm not already used to but, didn't mean it was good. People liked to talk shit and gossip, especially at this god forsaken school. I dreaded coming everyday, but my friends made the days go by a little bit smoother. I also enjoyed being captain of the team, it kept me occupied and it kept me distracted from my feelings.

Sometimes it didn't help though, oikawa really grew on me, and fast. This whole fake relationship thing would be so much easier if I still had platonic feelings towards him. I just need to get over it, because me and my best friend in an actual relationship??? "never in a million years" as something the other would say.

I stopped to get some breakfast before I got to campus to maybe make me feel better about myself.... it didn't, but at least I wasn't doing this on an empty stomach. I saw Iwa first, we shared a hug as we waited by his locker for oikawa and for the first bell to sound. But the first bell sounded and he was nowhere to be found. Weird, oikawa usually made it before us, he was normally on point. He showed up half way through first block with a geeky smile on his face. Me and iwa shared a look, wondering what that was about. Second block came and went, then we had the privilege of being graced with lunch.

We met up in our usual spot...

"hey baby" I rolled my eyes at the older male and brushed his arm off my shoulder. I liked the interaction but to him it was just a joke, but for me.... my feelings were involved. Iwa looked at me knowing this was slowly eating me up on the inside.

"where were you this morning" I'm glad iwa said something because I wasn't going to, even though I was curious. The latter lips turned up at the question.

"wellllll, Sara saw my story and got curious I guess. she came up to me this morning while I was walking from my car". guess his plan was working already, damn that was quick. guess this was going to be a quick fake relationship. It's for the best though, the quicker we get this over with the better. 

"and said what" I replied back

"bullshit, she was just asking who it was, and basically was saying i'll never find anybody like her"

"Thank God," I mumbled under my breath but iwa was close enough to hear what i said and nudged my shoulder. I wanted to roll my eyes, this whole plan was dumb. If you have to make someone jealous to get bacl with them, isn't that saying something. "you guys broke up for a reason, why do you want her back so badly, especially the way she treated you"

"y/n you should be last person to talk, don't get in my business. What's it to you anyways?" Well even though he was right, it kinda stung but I wasn't a pushover either.

"pfft, don't get in your business, but you put me in your business when you came up with this whole elaborate plan that involves me, to help you get back with your cheating ass ex, how ironic. And what's it to me, you literally cried, broke down in tears to me and iwa when you found out she had been cheating on you. but honestly, since you want to be that way, I hope you get what you're looking for." I rolled my eyes and stomped away like a brat. I know I was biased because of the feelings I had for him, but even then, I hated seeing my best friend like that over someone who didn't even value him.

I heard iwa coming up behind me, "don't worry about him, he's an asshole. it just shows that you care and that you just want the best for him." I hated that for me, I obviously care too much for my well-being.

"honestly iwa, i don't give a fuck anymore. I'm not going to sit here knowing i have feelings for him while he chases after his ugly ass ex" it made him laugh, i wish it was iwa that i had feelings for. lol let me not say that, i love our bond and our friendship.

....

"y/n, im sorry. look I even brought your favorite food and some snacks" the male said through the door while i listened from the other side. He had been trying to get in for a min and I was trying my best to ignore him. I didn't want to even see his face. "I know you're in there, your car is in the driveway and you dont go anywhere without your car unless its with me or iwa." ugh he was such an asshole.

"oikawa leave, I don't want to talk to you right now" But I did, I really did, even when I was mad at him, I could talk to him for hours and never get bored"

"please open the door, I know what I said was shitty but I didn't mean it. I was just being an asshole, I know you just want the best for me"

Well he apologized and he's been standing out there on punishment long enough, let me open the door before my food gets cold. I swung open the door to see him standing there with a takeout bag and a white plastic convenience store bag. I didn't say anything just grabbed the takeout bag from him and let him follow me into the kitchen. He said hey to my mom, which they had the best relationship since our moms grew up together as best friends. They chatted for a minute while I heated the plate a little, it was still hot but I like my food piping. My mom was aware about how much has changed between me and oikawa's dynamic... on my end. I didn't even tell her, but mom instincts I guess. "we'll be in my room if you need me ma"

"okay, make sure you bring your trash back down, and don't go trying to be sneaky n shit," I almost choked as she bust out laughing , but she was just trying to be funny. It really wasn't funny, but oikawa laughed like it was.

I turned the tv on and put on a random show, I didn't like eating on my bed so I had a handy dandy little pullout table for when I wanted to eat in my room. There was only one chair so oikawa sat me in his lap. Which wasn't uncommon unless either of us were in a relationship, we respected boundaries but it was honestly just a friendly thing, but it made me feel some kind of way of course, but to him, it was nothing, just somewhere we could both sit and eat without getting on my bed. He grabbed the utensils out of the bag and dug in first.

"I love your nerve, I thought this was for me,"

"really? I thought I said for us," which made me smack his thigh. "hmm" he said grabbing another spoonful and holding it up to my mouth. I blew on it a bit before eating it and its still no doubt my favorite meal.

We laid in my bed after we finished eating and he took all the trash downstairs. It was a lot going through my head at the moment. But his touch most of all clouded my mind. The way he rubbed my arms, I was in a daze. I was way too comfortable, but I didn't want to move or get up. I soon felt my eyes getting heavy, and I was gone. Right before I drifted off, I swear he kissed my forehead but then again that could've just been me imagining things, or dreaming, either way I was comfortable right where I wanted to be.