Not So Different After All, Sequel to Different // Cameron Dallas

Chapter 6

I woke up early and I didn't want to be trampled by everyone so I went into my closet and found a sweater in the third drawer of my dresser (I think we all know where I'm going with this😏you don't oh well found out later👌😂) and some shorts. I threw them on and walked outside. I started for the beach. The sun was just rising and no one was here it was just me and the ocean waves. I started walking down just getting lost into my thoughts. I was reading my favorite book yet again. The Outsiders. I was walking until I bumped into someone. I looked up meeting my eyes with beautiful brown ones. I unlocked our gaze. I knew who it was it was Cameron Dallas my supposed to be boyfriend.

"I'm sorry" I mumbled.

"It's alright" he said.

"It's nice to run into cute girls sometimes" he said. I felt myself blush. The only thing is he acted as if he had this memorized.

"Um don't mind me asking but you sound a little to confident in your words" I said. I found I really felt lose for some reason. He laughed and showed this smile that just made my knees weak.

"Well of course I'm confident in my words this is exactly how we first met you were in town reading this exact book lost in your thoughts and I accidentally bumped into you and you looked me dead in the eyes with those beautiful hazel eyes and once you noticed our starring you looked down mumbling out an I'm sorry and I thought it was the cutest thing ever and that's exactly the first words I ever said to you" he said. I smiled. We started walking down the beach together.He just smiled at me and I wanted to know more about our story. I sat down and patted the sand for him to join me.

"Can you please tell me everything about us?" I said. He nodded and let out a breath to get started.

"Well I had bumped into you and left you with my number once I walked away though I couldn't get you out of my head so I decided to find you. Soon I found you at the beach and I took you to my thinking spot and you started crying. I hugged you and kept you in my arms it just felt right to me and I instantly fell in love. You told me about your mom and I wouldn't let you go home so I made you spend the night at my house. We soon started hanging out like we didn't leave each others side that whole week and soon enough we started dating then after your first gig in Seventeen Magazine you had a 10 month tour around the world to take photos and you went breaking up with me. You couldn't leave for ten months and expect me to wait so you made us break up. You had just got back and that was us starting to hang out more again and then you met your long lost sister Ocean and we got back together we were only together a day and a half and you got in the accident we all rushed to the hospital waited hours and you didn't remember me. I left to my thinking place but everywhere I went reminded me of you because I took you everywhere and we had all our memories there and I just I spent there all night trying to think why this would happen to me. The only thing that was good that came out of this is making me realize how damn much I actually loved you" he let out. I sighed we defiantly had something.

"Take me there" I said standing up.

"Where?" He asked.

"Your thinking spot where you first fell in love with me" I said. I saw him smile then start laughing.

"What?!" I asked frustrated.

"Your wearing my shirt" he said. I blushed.

"Third drawer right?" He said. I nodded.

"That's my sleepover drawer" he said laughing. I just laughed and held my hand out for him.

"Now come on let's go see this thinking place" I said. He smiled and took it running us to his car. He took of and we came to this building. He helped me up and once I got there the sun was rising. All I thought about was the poem Pony recites to Johnny. I sighed trying not to cry.

"Yup I seriously understand why I broke down here" I said to him trying not to cry but you could tell by my voice and I let them go. He hugged me.

"There is nothing to be crying about now you have everything you ever wanted" he said. I kept quiet and I just sat there in his arms.

"Teach me how to love you again" I said after a long silence. He nodded and pulled me back to hug him again. He was right it did feel right to be in his arms. We soon let go and we drove to my place. Everyone ran up to me.

"Thank god your okay" they all said. I just laughed and hugged them. I went up to my room with Cameron following behind.

"Um why are you following me?" I asked.

"Sorry out of habit" he said scratching his neck.

"It okay" I apologized.

"Hey thank you for this morning" I said kissing his cheek. He smiled and I disappeared into my room. I got changed into some skinny jeans and a red lace top. I heard knocking.

"Who is it?" I asked.

"Cameron" he answered. I don't know why but I got frustrated. I walked over to the door.

"Do you ever leave me alone!" I snapped letting him in.

"Yes I just I love you" he said. I scoffed and sat on my bed. He stood in front of me.

"You probably barely know me how can you love me" I said. He just shook his head and rolled his eyes. He then met his gaze with mine.

"I know everything about you, I know your favorite color is blue' favorite movie is 'The Goonies, favorite book is 'The Outsiders', favorite ice cream cookie dough, favorite show 'That 70's Show', your birthday is July 8th you love watching Netflix laying with your heated blanket and you despise modern things except television and phones your favorite song is 'Uptown Girl' by Billy Joel and 'My Girl' by The Temptations you have beautiful hazel eyes and I love you more than words can explain and you used to love me the same before you lost your memory" he said. I was amazed the only people who knew that stuff was before my dad died but now he knew everything about me and for some reason the closer he got to my face and the more he said to me the more I wanted his lips to be on mine. It was amazing what my body remembered the my mind didn't.

"How did I find someone who cares so much about me" I said crying. He hugged me.

"I really want to love you I really do and I feel like I'm already falling for you but there is a part of me saying no because your in love with someone else but that is just the newer version of me" I cried out. He snuggled me more into his chest.

"I'm never giving up on us" he said. I gave him a weak smile and I had that urge to kiss him. So I finally did. He allowed me and I knew he would and I felt like heaven when his soft lips brushed on mine. I then felt like this was wrong and we weren't even dating yet. I stopped and walked into my bathroom. I closed and locked the door and slid down the wall crying into my knees. I hurt so many people and it isn't even my fault why I don't want to hurt anyone.