Suicical//c.h

Chapter One

*Few Weeks Later*

My Dad comes in bursting from the door, excited and happy as I ate dinner at an empty table

"Hello baby. Are you okay?" He says kissing my forehead before smioing coming down to take my hand and sitting on the chair next to me

"I Love you baby. And I have an Important dinner in the city with my latest clients and I wanted to ask if you want to come with me" Dad says nervously as I smile and nodd my head simotaneously

"Good, It will be in a few hou-" Dad says getting up before I scream making my Dad jump in suprise.

"Hours? What time is it?" I say glancing at the clock waiting for a positive responce

"8:30" He sighs as I look at the clock handles, It is 4:15. If your wondering why Im nervous. Its because my Dad never offered me out to any of these events as It was an 'important' meeting.

I am really excited for this one but am very self concious of what their bosses daughter looks like and does, I just dont want to be an embarrasment to my Dad nor his Business passed down my his family for 3 generations now.

I quickly raced upstairs and zoomed through my wardrobe. Dress or Jeans?! I say holding up a pair of blue ripped skinny jeans or a knee length turqouise strapless dress.

"Dad? Dress or Jeans?" I scream from my wardrobe as my Dad stays silent for a moment

"Dress. We will be infront of the media" Dad yells back making me sigh and choose the turqouise dress in my hands with some white heels.

i decide to curl my long hair ruffly and do eyeliner, mascara and foundation, all I ever really wear to be exact.

I adjust my dress and my curls and look towards the clock 8:20. Better get going. I walk down the staircase before looking at my Dad. Proud in his blazer.

I smile and walk out of the house with my phone and wallet which was with my dad. As he didnt want me spending my own money and my phone well, I will just jold it for the time being

I take a seat in the Range Rover and scroll through my neverending twitter feed. I havent cheecked it since I was with that guy 'calum'.

'Who is this mystery girl? Being all flirtacious around 5SOS Star Calum Hood?'

'Calum found a girl already?'

'Calum in serious relationship as they were caught hugging and exchanging kisses'

I sigh and open the photo to the last article which looked like I was kissing Calum, but It was just a peck on the cheeck, The angle looked perfect but before I can think about anything else the van stopped.

I slide put with flashing lights everywhere as My Dad and I walk in the restraunt. Which looked highly expensive just by looking at the clothes the guest wore. It looked like the oscars.

My Dad guided me to the table where 4 teenage guys were and shaked my Dads hand. I looked over at the Teenagers to see the obe and only 'calum hood'.

I decided to hug his friends before him, I come across a red haired ( Ik that mikes hair isnt red anymore :( ) boy with skinny jeans and converses. With a great smelling Colonge

"Hey Im Michael" He says smiling kissing my cheeck

"Hey Im Pheobe" I smile before he takes his seat

I then come across a tall and large body with blonde quiffed up hair. His Lip peircing was estatic, I could tell he was nervous because he had his lip ring in between his teeth.

"Im Luke" He says smiling as well as kissing my cheeck

"Im Pheobe" I say smiling, just to be polite

I last then see a cute tall and large fingered man who kept banging the tables. By that I knew he was a drummer. Who could just randomly tap on a table and make a familiar song out of it? I guess this guy.

"Helloo, Im Ashton" He smiles, his cute dimples showing off his smile

"Im Pheobe" I smile looking at him before he brings me in a large and bear hug.

Then last but not least Calum. I look at him and smile since we have already met

"Hi Pheobe" He whispers as he hugs me. His arms and body was surrounding me making me hug back

"Hi Calum" I say as he kisses my cheeck before he releases and smiles before I take my seat next to Dad

"So Pheobe you have met my latest rockstars, 5 Seconds Of Summer" Dad says as the flashing lights still shine bright like the sun outside

"Yeah, I know Calum and yeah" I mumble as my Dad smiles

"Its nice youre getting to know people, Pheobs" Dad says with pride as I strolled over my menu

"Theres no burgers? Just all fork fed food" I say as I nodd my head in dissapointment

"Phoebe, we are in a exquiste restraunt with five star quality food" He says blabbing on as he talks to the boys about an upcoming album. 5 star my ass.

I could see Calum scanning me as I look at the menu dissapointingly, I look up to see him his eyes stuck on my wrists. The pain in his eyes just said it all.

The scars that hold emotionally trapped feelings and the feeling of neglect stay trapped with in, Im 16 with no first kiss and still a virgin.

I cant leave the house without stiring rumors and lies, I just cant do anything without being punished by the social life

"Please stop" Calum mouths to me as I shake my head no

"Its not as easy as you may think Calum" i say as I choose the Meat Lasange or as they say in the menu 'something Idgaf about'

"Please." He sighs as I just mentally shake my head

"Pheobe?" Dad says looking at me tappibg my shoulder

"How would you like to see the world with the worlds biggest band?" He says as I freeze and look at Calums excited brown eyes

"I-" Dad says as he sighs in sadness and dissapointment

"You dont-" dad says as I cut him off making all the boys to look at me in shock as my food is set i front of me

"I will go, but I have one condition" I say nervously before Dad looks at me

"No. I have my condition first" He playfully smirks

"And that is..." I trail off before my mouth drops open in shock. That was the line in 8 words and he crossed my boundaries alright.