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( play this song if you want - ruin by Shawn Mendes - I'll leave a little ~ when you can play this song)
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All 6 of us are cramped up in this hot ass van with no AC , this is my ...
" worst nightmare .. ever " kie said while taking a breath , it's like she was reading my mind " agreed " we all said in unison " kie why do you look so damn hot while sweaty ?" I asked , wondering if i look like a smelly elephant " says you ! " Sarah said before kie could protest I smiled at her , trying to hide my comment about myself , the girls are so pretty and nice , while im here with a bad temper and insecurity's
We are on they way back to the Chateau so we could go on the HMS pogue to get away from this hot summer sun .
I was on the floor with Jj , pope and kie in the back and Sarah , Jb in the front .
I had my head on the back of Sarah's seat and Jj was on Jb , jj would occasionally play with strands of my hair .
" hey babe " Jj whispered but I was to focused looking at pretty women's Instagram Jj frowned when he saw my sad face looking at the photos , he lifted my chin up and pecked my lips , " y/n stop " I tried to play dumb but failed miserably " stop what " I asked trying to act confused " you know what , C'mere " he said while pulling me by my waist and setting me on his lap with my head resting on his chest
I felt safe ,and loved ... but my insecurities are still there , so I start lifting my weight up but not fully getting off . I felt heavy and didn't want to squish him . Luckily he didn't notice so he just started playing with my hair again .
•• time skip to the HMS pogue ••
We finally got to the HMS and took off , we all laughed and talked and finally decided to settle in one place .
" phew .. guys I'm supper hot . Can we go in now " pope complained " pope nobody is stopping you buddy " I said taking his beer " count me in " jb said getting in after pope , soon followed by kie then Sarah , last but not least jj I placed my beer down getting ready to enjoy the feeling of cool water hit my hot skin , when I looked down at my body ... ' damn insecurities ' i decided to put my shirt back on realizing I'm not as pretty as kie or have the perfect body as Sarah , so instead i sat back down and observed as my bestfriends splashed all around in the water " HEY! you getting in n/n " Jb yelled while Sarah is trying to tackle him , I laughed " no I'm good here " I said as all my friends gave me confused looks since they all know me for wanting to get in the water any second I could Jj came back out and kissed me , I was taken back but kissed back effortlessly .. " what's up " He asks while taking a seat next to me taking my beer " HEY! that's mi-ine " I said struggling to get it back , I stoped trying cause i look like a alcoholic wanting the beer back , I laughed because in the process I got me and jj soaked with beer
