Never lost love for him

Stressed out

It's been a year and you and Aidan are living happy but Aidan has been stress and sometimes he wouldn't talk to you and it makes you sad
Y/n:hey Aidan you okay do you need anything or want anything *you smile*

Aidan:hang on y/n I'm on the phone shut up and leave *he goes back to the phone*

Y/n:oh okay sorry *you get sad but walk away*

5 minutes later
You are cooking for Aidan and you finish so you give to Aidan

Y/n:hey I made you food And I know you told me to leave you alone but you have to eat *you put the plate down and Aidan gets up*

Aidan:leave me alone y/n I don't want to eat anything okay I all I want is you leaving me alone okay so LEAVE *he push the plate on the floor and it breaks*

Y/n:I-m s-o-o-r-y

Aidan:maybe I shouldn't have save you from Noah I mean you are nothing and an embarrassment *you start to cry*

You go the room and cry that at some point you couldn't breathe you grab your notebook where you write all your secret or your days
Dear diary I love my boyfriend but sometimes I feel like I'm never good enough for him I mean like he told me I'm nothing and embarrassment I know his life is and probably was better without me I kinda wish I was dead just laying there on the floor dead and never able to come back alive maybe I should tell Aidan that I'm going somewhere and I could jump off a roof or maybe better
You leave your notebook there and go to the bathroom forgetting to hide your diary and you see Aidan but you walk past him and he was watching tv so you thought he was calm

Y/n:hello *you say a baby voice and you hug him but he push you off him*

Aidan:your in the way move *you get up and sit next to him*

Y/n:sorry *you soft smile* you hungry

Aidan:GOSH SHUT UP AND NO NOW LEAVE ACTUALLY NEVER MIND I WILL LEAVE *he gets up and leave you alone and you watch him leave and once he was gone you cried again and lay there on the couch you started singing a little song that Aidan always sings to you when you cry but end falling asleep*
The next day
You wake up and go the room and hear Aidan in the bathroom

Y/n:hey good morning Aidan *he doesn't reply* okay well umm I will make food *you go downstairs and then you hear Aidan coming downstairs and you get happy*hello *you soft smile and he just stands there* you okay I'm sorry if I was being annoying yesterday I just wan- *he hugs you*

Aidan:I'm sorry princess *he starts to cry*

Y/n:sorry about what *you look at him and grab his face*sorry about what
He takes your diary and you looked at him in fear

Y/n:DID YOU READ IT THAT HAS MY PERSONAL INFORMATION

Aidan:YOU WERE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF BECAUSE OF ME *you just cry*

Y/n:w-h-y would you care you called me an embarrassment and that I'm nothing *you look down tears coming down*

Aidan:I'm sorry baby I just was so stressed and I shouldn't have called you those things okay baby I was dumb *he makes you look at him by putting his finger in your chin*

Y/n:yeah well that doesn't change my Mind *you pull his finger off you* your hurts me and you even threw a plate on the floor I made you food and I had to clean it up and when you was watching the tv I wanted to cuddle and kiss you like we always do but instead you yelled at me for no reason *you start to cry* I sorry if I'm annoying but I was just so worried about you and I just want you and me to hang out
You run upstairs

Aidan:Y/n wait *he chases after you*
You lock the door and cry again and you were leaning against the door
Y/n:I'm sorry I really am *you whisper but Aidan can still hear you*

Aidan:you shouldn't be sorry I should I know I hurt you and if you ever stop talking to me I will always blame that on me for using all my anger on you *he whisper: I love you*

1 hour later
Aidan is downstairs and you are still upstairs but you got hungry so you went downstairs and see a snack on the table you ate it but then you see Aidan and got scared

Aidan:you ate my snack didn't you *come to hugs you*

Y/n:I'm sorry I can make you something *you smile*

Aidan:no baby it's okay even though I was ready to eat that *you see a small piece of cookie of the snack*

Y/n:here eat this *you give the cookie Aidan smile and eats it* it's good right

Aidan:yes it is my baby *he kisses you* baby I'm really sorry oka-

Y/n:it's okay I feel better I get it you were stressed and you shouldn't be sorry I mean I didn't leave alone I was being to ann-

Aidan:No you weren't you were just worried about me and caring for me I glad I have a girlfriend who does that okay and you are not an embarrassment okay your beautiful and kind
You kiss him and he kisses you back
Y/n:I love you

Aidan:I love you too

Y/n:can we watch a movie *you look at him*

Aidan:of course which one

Y/n:ummm how about (you can name a movie)

Aidan:sure come on
You both go to sit on the couch and you stand in front of Aidan

Aidan:are you going to sit with me

Y/n:can we ummm cuddle *you look at him and you got nervous worried he will yell*

Aidan:yes we can come here baby *he grabs you and kisses you all over your face*
Aidan:you *kiss on the forehead* are *kiss on your right cheek* so *kiss on your left cheek* beautiful *kisses you on the lips*
You laugh and blush at the same time and you put the movie
1 hour later you both finished watching the movie and you see Aidan sleeping you smile and kiss him then lay him down
Y/n:you are very handsome *you kiss him on the forehead* I love you
You walk away to take a shower but before you did you made a snack for Aidan since you ate his last one after you were done making a snack for him you went to take a shower
5 minutes later
You finished taking a shower and got changed to sweatpants and a crop top and brushed your hair and teeth then went downstairs and you see Aidan so you run to him

Y/n:hi baby *you kiss him* I made you a tiny snack oh how was your nap

Aidan:thank you princess and my nap was great

Y/n:that's great umm I was wonder if we can do something else *you started getting nervous* I mean if you wan-

Aidan:gosh baby I'm won't hurt you and you talk to much I would love to do something else

Y/n:let's go to the beach I know it's getting dark but I want to see the sunset

Aidan:I have a better idea stay here *he runs upstairs*
3 minutes later
Aidan:okay baby come here
You got up and see a beautiful set up place on the window where you can see the sunset

Y/n:Omg Aidan this is beautiful I love it

Aidan:well come on sit down and let's watch the sunset
You sit down next to him and he put his arm around you and kisses your head you face him and kiss him and Aidan smile between the kiss

Y/n:I love you and thank you

Aidan:I love you too and you are very welcome anything for my beautiful princess