I can handle it

where and when...

SPENCERS POV:

shit I'm hard... Fuck. Should I say sorry I mean it was an accidental thing o god regardless of the activity or task being conducted, humans make between 3-6 errors per hour.

(AT THE BAU)

Y/ns POV:

ok it's Friday so I just gotta slip this coffee onto his desk ok no biggie just gotta figure that out while he's sitting there in his hyper focus mode. Next thing you know you hear foot steps behind you "AGH MORGAN DONT SCARE ME LIKE THAT"

"Woah Mama's someone's jumpy today let me guess trying to give pretty boy his Friday delight" he says with a smug look

" shutup it's not like that I wanted to be nice sense he helped me home last night"

" If that's the case why say admirer on it"

Your face turns pink then the clacking of fast heels behind Morgan

"MORGAN LEAVE HER ALONE" It was Garcia beating Morgan with a stack of files"

You look at her with dread mowing what's about to come next

" Let me guess we gotta case"

"Yep my pretty and it's not a pretty one"

"Are they ever"

(At the round table")

You sit at the round table with your coffee

"Hey y/n I was wondering actually more curious if you wanted to go umm get dinner I wanted to apologise for this morning and i-"

The word that were coming out of his mouth made you sick you didn't deserve to be with him you didn't deserve to love him you didn't deserve his attention but you craved it so badly. "Sorry I actually have a lot of ..umm paper work so ya maybe next time"

"O ok" the puppy dog eyes faded and turned cold as he walked away you felt crushed but knew it was the right thing for him. Why would he want you that's all you repeated in your head.

"Alright my lovelys this is not pretty 2 young women captured 8hours ago in Chicago Illinois last spotted at this janky bar.

Hotch stood up "time is of the essence people wheel up in 30"

You already had your go bag so you decided to go to the plane early you thought sense no one was around you would take a little nap.

"Y/n..y/n...y/nnnn"

You jolt awake it was Spencer over you. "What the hell scared me half to death"

"You were shaking I didn't know if you were ok"

" I'm fine " you say harsher then you ment it to come out you turn and look at the window for the rest of the plane ride spencer trys to get your attention a few time but you ignore. No matter how much you want your lips to clash you know it will only hurt you.

We land and thing start to hear up

"We found the unsub hes part of a fan called the " re users" they take young women and either turn them into assassin's or sex dolls. Hes at the same bar we knew if he was comfortable with the hunting ground he would go back and take more y/n I need you to go under cover" hotch says sternly " will be listening the whole time if you feel like it's out of hand just say the word" his voice just sounded like it was underwater all you could focus on was the name "re users "

"I'll be fine dad" you say to him scared as you are its just the job you order a fake martini and wait to be hit on by a slezz bag your plan start to sweat once hotch has confirmed he's in the building you see him at 12 o clock he walks toward you grabbing your thigh "hey gorgeous what you doing in a town like this" you gag at the sight of him but keep it together " just grabbing a drink mister"

"well a pretty girl like you doesn't have a man next to her how would you like to change that"

"O and what would you have in mind"

"You know you would make a lot of people happy just by the sight of your body" you felt sick as the grip on your thigh got tighter on your thigh you couldn't take it any longer you snap and slam his head into the bar table and start punching agian and agian. "Y/N Y/N YOU GOT HOM YOU GOT HIM" Reid pulls you off him cuffing him behind his back

" You have the right to remain silent anything you say can be used a court of law"

" O really sweety you really think I don't know who you are"as he get dragged away you freeze " y/n are you ok " ya I'm fine stop asking me that you storm off"

(At the hotel)

Knock knock knock*

You look througn the peep hole it's Spencer "can't you see the sign says do not disturb"

" Ya I really don't care open up"

You open the door gently he pushes in " what the hell was that y/n hotch is talking the board to not suspend you"

" For what stopping a jack ass from taking other girls"

" Yes he's scum but we didn't have a confession all we can charge him with is assult"

" What's going on with y/n the weird guy at the bar the blowing me off the anxious look in your eyes when you heard the words " re user"

"SO WHAT YOUR PROFILING ME NOW FUCK OFF REID"

" NOT TILL YOU TELL ME WHATS WRONG "

"WHY SHOULD YOU CARE"

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GOD DAMNIT NOW WHY WONT YOU JUST LET ME"

your faces one inch apart you can feel every breath one each other's face you core starts to feel hot you look down to fin something hard touching your leg you both look at each other and you pull him in his eyes wider the sun he kiss you back passionately you start to take his jacket off. His hands like in your dreams roam your body he picks you up from your thighs and throws you on the bed he start to kiss you neck while your in pure Bliss he goes down your neck then collar bone collar bone and as he lifts your shirt up you push him off "STOP" he jumps up scared thinking he hurt you or something he was wrong.

You look down in disappointment. Tears prick your eyes "I just umm.. I can't" he looks at you with a smile and comes closer tilts your chin up and kiss you " I don't care your beautiful no scar could ever change that"

You feel his warmth melt into your body.your fight the urge to enjoy it but it wins you completely are taken over by his affection. You sit on the bed as he holds you never wanting the feeling to end but by the time you knew it the sun had come up and it was time to go.