Accidentally in LOVE with a STRANGER

What have I done,
I never meant to be gone,
I use to look at you from a distance,
But you run away in instance.

You are nothing much than a crush,
But you are always in a rush,
I had come forward to talk,
But you always mocked.

Don't tell me your smiles are fake,
Because that was the only think which wasn't taken,
I had done my best,
You had to do the rest,
You never looked,
But I was hooked,
You make all the girls drool,
But I want to rule.

I know the girls around you are pretty enough.
I am not even close to them....
You were always behind those girls,
That was the time I realized you were just another jerk,
Who always had a smirk.

I bitched about you a lot,
But you were too Hot!!!
Called you a Gay!!
Just cause you never said a Hey!!
I wanted all this to change,
But I guess this is not my range,
I hate you,
But I still love you.

Don't you think this is too complicated,
Cause love is never completed,
I am so confused,
All cause of you,
I don't know about you much!
All I know is your name.

I gave up on you,
Not cause of you,
But your FRIENDS,
They didn't like me much,
I had enough of them,
But I don't want to go tough on you,
You were just to sweet,
But they were just to sour.

They were the one who hurted ,
Just wanted to heal my pain,
Stood on your door step to cure my pain,
You never opened the door!!
I thought this was the end.

Had your heart in my hand ,
Just wanted to give it back,
But.........
I couldn't find you around,
So had to leave it on your door step.

Was on tears,
But didn't want to show it out,
Had to be a girl just to make your head turn,
Not the other way,
But towards me,
But I guess I was too late,
I just want to hate,
I am myself again,
Never looking at you back again,
This is who I am...
And I am a MAN for myself!!

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