Hi
It's me again and I know ure probably sick of seeing my notification but this is the last time I promise.
I just wanted to say to you thanks for all the memories and good laughs. You made me happy for so long and I will always and forever remember you and our memories we made together. I guess I always thought we would work out in the end, but seems not now.
I will say however happy you made me feel you also brought a lot of sadness into my life. You hurt me, alot. I spent a lot of nights crying myself to sleep thinking about the fact that you don't care about me anymore and to you I am just another person. I cried about the fact that these moments we spent together are now just distant memories and the fact that we won't make more. How ever when I am old and my grand children ask about me and my childhood I will not forget to mention you. My neighbour my teammate my best friend my yellow. You are the person who made me feel safe you made me laugh and you pushed me to better myself. So I thank you for that because without you I wouldn't be the person I am today.
I think the thing that hurts me the most is when I see you out on the street with your friends you give me a glance and discard me away as if we where nothing.
I just hope who ever comes into you life in the future you bring them all the happiness that they deserve and I hope you never ever hurt someone again like you hurt me.
Maybe we will meet again in the future. We may be married with our own children our own new life our own career. But I will always look at you and the memories will come flooding back. Maybe all I may give is a smile but I want you to know that apart of me will always love you. And when we meet we will be strangers. But this time strangers with memories.
Someone once said stay close to the people who feel like sunshine but I guess I got too close and it started to burn.
It's hard to say goodbye when your heart wants to hold on.
But this is my goodbye to our good memories and bad to our inside jokes and the ones we never quite got, and to all the what-ifs we had and all the plans we made.
love always.
