Rainy Night In...

Dusk at Stockholm

Shes just one hardworking party soul.
Under the covers in hotel rooms... 🛌

Her consciousness had arrived back to her head. The sweet dream she dreamed was switched with the cold reality of grey and white Stockholm.
The light hurt her tired eyes.
She had to leave,quick before Fernando woke up.

Helena took her things and tried to get dressed as quickly as possible.
In a matter of minutes,she was dressed. Her outfit consisted of black skinny-jeans,simple white shirt,converse and her black-leather- jacket that she swiftly put on while grabbing her beige purse.

Next moment she found herself in the corridor of a luxury hotel,out of Fernandos room. Ready to leave to wherever her legs sent her. Possibly to her own apartment.

Actually Fernando wasn't anyone to her. Well yeah except some crazy-rich guy who tried to hit on Helena a year ago.

Chinese-Italian mixed male apparently really liked Helena Sofia's long blonde hair and light blue eyes. (Something he couldn't find easily from his two home countries)

Fernando Ferez's mother was famous Singapore model and his father was an part of maffia in somewhere Italy. The two married in 1983 and after that their 4 sons were born.
1 of them,the youngest was Fernando.

As the youngest,the 23 year old didn't get the pressure from his father to take over his job when he's older or start modeling for men's clothing to follow his mother's path.
Indeed the spoiled talentless mommy and daddy's babyboy got money,and whatever he wanted.

Drugs and parties.

Young Ferez was one of Stockholm's new drug dealers.
It had been 3 years since he'd started his buisness here (after it failed in Norway)

By that time Fernando had collected already pretty loyal clientè. Mostly college kids and young teenagers who just didn't have any other way to get the stuff they wanted.
He was happy with what he had made up,and one for all,his father was proud of him.

Him and Helena had an immediate connection. They talked and met up many times but eventually ended up in the bed of motels or hotel rooms.
The pair even tried to date for some time.
But it didn't work out. The start was beautiful like a blooming flower,but like  blooming flower once stops blooming,so did their relationship.

In the end they decided to separate,and be just friends.
A month after their separation,Fernando contacted Helena to offer her a deal.

He was so attracted to her beauty so he was willing to pay the girl to sleep with him.
Money-desperate Helena agreed. She didn't have a choice.

But she did have a choice where to go now...

Coffee? Did she have enough money to buy herself a cup-full of that sweet drug from the caffee down the street?
Or she had to choose her substitute  30min away at her apartment?

Did she even have the money to afford such delicacy as is a cup of problably some cheap coffee that has a fancy name and even FaNcIeR price tag.

No...she didn't. Plus Fernando was probably passed out for a few hours more so he couldn't send the money either.

Helena hated thinking about Fernandos money. Yes,she needed it and it was 200-400€ for each time. A lot of money that she used for paying off her mom's loans and her own expenses.

But just the thought of being someone's expensive slut made her spine shake sometimes.

Truly she was just scared what others would think. What her mom would think..
Although she acted like she didn't care and almost even believed herself that she didn't.

She went just straight to her apartment. With a metro because she was too exhausted of the party last night to walk on her own.

Safely arrived home,Helena decided to wash off the reminders of last night. Sweat and smell...with some drool on her boobs...
The hot and warm water made her smoking craving worse.

There,she sat and puffed on the chair next to her window that was faced to the noisy busy street.
It was Monday,9am and people were moving off to work and wherever the else.
To the places that gave them meaning.

She blowed her last puff and threw away the cigarette.

What was her meaning?

''Its better to go to sleep,rather than start thinking about it'',Sofia told herself and went under her comfortable bedsheets to sleep for atleast 10long hours.