Two Loves {2}

love

"that doesn't give you the right to fake your own death" i say

"you have to understand me i just wanted to be" he begins saying

"better than Thor" i say "ever since we met you've said everyone preferred Thor over you and you try to one up him but guess what I LOVED YOU FOR YOU I DIDN'T PREFER THOR OVER YOU NOW DID I"

"no you didn't but you have to understand that i did this" he says

"to prove your father wrong" i saying "but here's the thing your proving your father right maybe what everyone says about you is true"

"and whats that" he asks

"that you only care about one person and thats yourself stop using your father and thor as an excuse for what you do just admit you never cared about me" i say

"I CARE ABOUT YOU" he yells

"THEN WHY HURT ME LOKI YOU DON'T HURT PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT" i yell back as i feel my eyes water

"BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT IM DOING. I RUIN EVERYTHING. IM THE DISAPPOINTMENT. IM THE EVIL BROTHER.I WILL ALWAYS BE THE VILLIAN IN EVERYONES EYES DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND" he yells back at me his voice breaking

"not in my eyes you we're always Loki" i said moving closer to him

"no i wasn't i will always be the villain in every story" he says

"i was a villain once and look at me know im a hero sorta" i say and walk closer towards him "you can choose to not be the villain and be a hero or be Loki"

"thank you love but i think its time i let you go they are starting to get worried. I always have and always will love you never forget that" he says kissing the top of my head

I wake up and see the avengers surrounding me. Relief washes over there face.

"good morning what's happening " i say

"you wouldn't wake up so i thought something happened to you" pietro says

"kid you had us all worried" stark says

"yeah Pietro came in panicked that you weren't waking up at all." steve says

"one quick question why am i on the kitchen table" i say getting off the table

"it seemed like a reasonable place to put you" wanda say

"oh shit did i miss our anniversary" i say

"you were knocked out for 24 hours and thats the first thing you say to me" Pietro says smiling

"it is the 20th right" i say

"yes it is idiot" he says

"happy anniversary " i say

I begin walking to my room to get ready for the day. As i finish blow drying my hair i get a call.

"hey parker whats up" i say

"um hey i had a quick question" he tells me

"yeah" i say

"could we not practice today" he asks

"oh yeah sure no practice i was gonna text you to say no practice" i say