Anything for true love (guyxguy)

WHY ..................

hey it's hotaru and I'm taking a new name on this online place.   Ash I like it. anyy way

here's a new chapter. ..... for those  reading. if you r  the comment  share add to favs whatever u do :): :): :): :): :): :):):):):): :): :):):) :):) :)::))

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Akira~~~

I woke up to wat I thought was emptiness.....I looked to the side to see my usual empty bed...but something no someone was missing who though

y do I feel sick all of the sudden wats going on...............hotaru....that name.....why is it in my head.......

.........."hotaru..HOTARU I remember . but where r u"   I got up and walked to the bathroom then to the kitchen. "ahh"   next thing I knew I was on the floor with...with blood   and a sharp pain in my shoulder........I tried to look up but was kicked in the stomach  I finally looked up and wish I didn't "wat r u looking at...... wat u thought I'd actually love u ha ha ha you r something aren't u" hotaru said as he grabbed a handful of my hair and yanked it so I'm sitting up ...  pulled me all the way up and dragged me to the bed room  through me on the bed and pinned me down as in him on me a knife coming down slowly to my neck he thrust it up and ...

"ahhhhhhhhhhhh   Jesus Christ I fudging hate nightmares " I sighed sweating like a pig and I looked out the window "I bet it was those damn clouds. u ass holes "
"your awake thank God" hotaru came in with a wet rag a worried face and tremblingg hands  I was actually kinda scared but still asked "wars wrong"

he was crying now "oh no.nothing besides the fact that u wouldn't wake up" he slowly came over and wiped my face for me  "u know I have to take a shower anyway" "ya but I don't want u to get a cold " he sighed still crying a little "I'll go start u a hot shower" he tried to walk away but I grabbed his wrist and he turned  to me "yes" he was still in his cloths from last night so I pulled him into me   I was still shaking from that damn dream. seriously those damn clouds "akira wats wrong " I had him on the floor me on the bed. and my face buried in his shoulder "nothing" he pulled away enough to see my face "akira wats wrong" he asked slowly and sweetly .. " just a nightmare"  "do u want to tell me and get it off your mind if

u dont it will come back"  I hugged him tighter "I woke up you were gone went to find u and I was stabbed and killed" "by who"  " by u " I was hugging him so tight he might die "I'm sorry" "y" I asked curiously he shook his head "let's take a shower "  I looked at him feeling better "together" he nodded

(I skip shower scene because I lazy ugh sorry)

     (after shower v < that v is actually a down arrow k )

still Akiras pov

we got out a got dressed and I was gonna ask akira on a date just now but before I could even talk. ring ring ringgggg. hotaru looked at me with apologetic look.
hotaru phone mode on (h=hotaru  s=secret)

h.. hello

s..u got a job if u do it I'll go ahead and give u a hundred dollars

h.. wat but I don't wanna I have a life

s.. I don't care u also have a job

h.. wat kind..

s.. it's nothing bad they just want a guy to dance and sing its a party girls..and..guys